THE ONE.
call me stel.
call me lala.
call me STELLA.
stella_yap88@hotmail.com

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Saturday, June 27, 2009
言承旭 - Thank You
词:冯翰铭 曲:冯翰铭

看着那张你我昨日的照片
我想 还在爱着的从前
知道你还难过 知道你还爱我
知道是我的错 是我的错

我承认我对你不好
你为我 付出的一切 我都知道
知道你受的苦 真太多
怎么值得你这样做
怎么值得你还在等我

谢谢你还在爱我
我无法再找到另一个
不可能再有人比你了解我
谢谢你让我爱过
我相信总会有一天 有一天 我会看见
别人笑我 洒脱
其实我没有那么的 洒脱

我承认我对你不好
你为我 付出的一切 我都知道
知道你受的苦 真太多
怎么值得你这样做
怎么值得让你还在等着我

谢谢你还在爱我
我无法再找到另一个
不可能再有人比你了解我
谢谢你让我爱过
我相信总会有一天 有一天 我会看见
别人笑我 洒脱
其实我没有那么的 洒脱

我无法再找到另一个
不可能再有人比你了解我
谢谢你让我爱过
我相信总会有一天 有一天 我会看见
别人笑我 洒脱
其实我没有那么的 洒脱




all set for ktv.

Friday, June 26, 2009
a B for Diploma's Graduation Project.
satisfied, considering the amount of effort i've put in.
the last minute slides, the last minute speech.

I thought i can cope with the Advanced Diploma,
and started off with the "easier" topics.
it isn't easy, isn't funny.
take away the laughter, you are left with the tears.
BRAINSTORM, BRAINSTORM, BRAINSTORM.
it's all about assignments.

putting that aside,
i was told to love myself today.
do i look like i'm torturing myself?
yes, i am stressed.
over many things, i can't take things as lightly as you.
i get stressed over work, over school, over people.

i was blamed for something i didn't do.
i was given the face the whole day for something i didn't do.
i was not given a chance to explain.
do you have to go through this?

i have to deal with parents who does not support me studying this.
up till now, it's already the advanced diploma level.
and they still do not understand.
right, the whole media thing might be ridiculous.
i might not get a job in the field after all.
i might not get a job which pays well.
i might not get a job with flexible time,
i might even have to work like mad.
but did you realise, i'm at my happiest moment studying this?

i'm sick of explaining,
understand or not,
so be it.

if only, if only.
after all this complaining,
the life goes on.
the same routine starts,
and the same complaints again.

even i get bored of it.





if only suicide doesn't lead you to hell,
i would most probably do it.

it is not a crime to cry,
let out the emotions.

you can't statify everyone.

Sunday, June 21, 2009
i HATE to have to do assignments with creativity involved.
and creativity does not mean your textual creativity,
it's CREATIVITY with the way you present your work.
with coloured materials, pictures, photographs or anything else that will make your assignment stand out from the rest.

best part is, it's going to take up 40% of my assignment.
bravo.

Saturday, June 20, 2009
"Madness is the inability to communicate your ideas. It's as if you were in a foreign country, able to see and understand everything that's going on around you, but incapable of explaining what you need to know or of being helped, because you don't understand the language they speak there."


Thursday, June 18, 2009
it's a f day at work.
not even Christopher can make me smile.

Sunday, June 14, 2009
You don't have to be a good singer to grab the mike during a karaoke.
But, if I am not a good singer, I wouldn't be singing at home at such HUGE volume.
This must make some sense, because most of my neighbours are out.
MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
But then again, I am singing along to her hokkein songs.
This is the neighbourhood life.


me, being sick, went to look at some food blogs.
which made the craving for steamboat go up!
somebody, please, organise.
miss these sessions!


Saturday, June 13, 2009
the NEW MOON craze.
come to me Edward.
zoom.





Saturday, June 06, 2009
it's been 5 days.
up and down, up and down.

I sort of get offended when some asked if it's H1N1.
For the first few, i would just smile and ignore.
Then the reply became, "Yes, you're going to die with me. I just saw you the other day remember? It's contagious."

But then again,
I wouldn't want to see them even if I'm dead.

so much for the concern.
people called "friends".