Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Clair Bear Adventure in the Ocean. says:when u harbour feelings for someone, you should say it out, and even if you get rejected you can go home and cry all the way. at least you can tell yourself, you already did ur best. and in the fture when u look back, you will have no regrets. but if u choose not to say, you can only live in ur lie, ur regrets.
Clair Bear Adventure in the Ocean. says:
the thing is sometimes you don't even think abt regrets.
Clair Bear Adventure in the Ocean. says:
it's only after looking back,...and watching some film. you get smacked in the face.
now.
thats the reason,
i love her.
the older you get,
the more you will realise,
it's hard to fufil a dream.
mine is drifting.
really, far.
when your family members doesnt support you,
no one else really matters.
it's the money that matters.
everything involves money.
paying my own sch fees have become a burden.
being in this line,
OLD is a very bad word.
LOSE OUT.
LOSE. LOSE. LOSE.
it matters. really.
journalism is getting smaller.
drifting away.
and,
i dont even know if i can carry on.
i fall, i fall.
and i fall deeper.
the more you will realise,
it's hard to fufil a dream.
mine is drifting.
really, far.
when your family members doesnt support you,
no one else really matters.
it's the money that matters.
everything involves money.
paying my own sch fees have become a burden.
being in this line,
OLD is a very bad word.
LOSE OUT.
LOSE. LOSE. LOSE.
it matters. really.
journalism is getting smaller.
drifting away.
and,
i dont even know if i can carry on.
i fall, i fall.
and i fall deeper.
Sunday, December 16, 2007
goal - The purpose toward which an endeavor is directed; an objective.dream - A condition or achievement that is longed for; an aspiration
why do you want to stop me from reaching there?
i thought you were one who supported.
passed.
the first round.
a chance to move on.
a decision to make.
to continue.
to quit.
to give up.
is it mine,
or yours.
should i listen to you,
or deep down in me.
stars are meant to twinkle.
if stars dont twinkle,
what do they do.
i wonder if stars cry.
happy. not.
Sunday, December 09, 2007
i've got super super super big puffy eyes.which makes me irritated when i smile for a photo.
the best thing of all,
it's only on a side.
ARGH.
came back from the crazy christmas yesterday.
nice musical. =)
came home.
took photos.
and saw my eyes.
ARGH.
see,
all the testings.
failure.
the best thing,
not to see the face.
did the same to stitch,
and that bear. =)
Saturday, December 08, 2007
innocence - the quality or state of being innocent; freedom from sin or moral wrong. ignorance - the state or fact of being ignorant; lack of knowledge, learning,
information, etc.
i cant define which are you.
Sunday, December 02, 2007
whenever you get sad,think of your childhood.
whenever i fight with my brother,
i think of my childhood.
how he took care of me.
how he showed his concern.
i think of my parents love.
and a older brother's one.
i'm fortunate,
i should be happy.
i tell myself,
i'm a happy little girl,
at least in their eyes.
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i'm happy. =)
saturdays have been clairin's day.
love her to bits.
under the christmas tree.
i became a small kid again.
actually,
i was just looking at the stars. =)
say we look scary.
love it when it's dark.
then the biggest challenge.
to walk around in heels.
i'm gotta try,
to become a lady. =)
come, come
come and love me. =)
love her to bits.
under the christmas tree.
i became a small kid again.
actually,
i was just looking at the stars. =)
say we look scary.
love it when it's dark.
then the biggest challenge.
to walk around in heels.
i'm gotta try,
to become a lady. =)
come, come
come and love me. =)
you still like dogs.