Tuesday, September 27, 2005
him.we share some similarities.
he share the same name,
with my close brother.
he,
shares the same form teacher as me,
before.
him. the reason i smile.
michael learns to rock - you took my heart away.
Staring at the moon so blue
Turning all my thoughts to you
I was without hopes or dreams
I tried to dull an inner scream
But you...
Saw me through
Walking on a path of air
See your faces everywhere
As you melt this heart of stone
You take my hand to guide me home
And now...
I'm in love
You took my heart away
When my whole world was gray
You gave me everything
And a little bit more
And when it's cold at night
And you sleep by my side
You become the meaning of my life
Living in a world so cold (living in a world so cold)
You are there to warm my soul (you are there to warm my soul)
You came to mend a broken heart
You gave my life a brand new start
And now...
I'm in love
You took my heart away
When my whole world was gray
You gave me everything
And a little bit more
And when it's cold at nigh
tAnd you sleep by my side
You become the meaning of my life
Holding your hand
I won't fear tomorrow
Here where we stand
We'll never be alone
You took my heart away
When my whole world was gray
You gave me everything
And a little bit more
And when it's cold at night
And you sleep by my side
You become the meaning of my life
You become the meaning of my life
You become the meaning
You become the meaning of my life
Monday, September 26, 2005
truthfully,chicken pox must stay away from me.
i'm slacking,
i'm not coping,
i suck in subjectS.
a friend came to school,
who has just recovered from chicken pox.
RECOVERED.
and,
i'm still afraid.
i am paranoid.
i am whatever you say.
i'm thinking for my future,
my pilot husband.=)
i'm staying away from her.
which is evil.
BUT she loves coming over to touch me.
YUCKS.
tell me i'm paranoid,
which i cant help it.
i'm cant get chicken pox because,
my prelim results suck:
English Paper 2 - 27/50
English Oral - 29/40
Chinese Overall - 61/100 (B4 which dropped)
Physics - 22/65
Social Studies - 20/50
Geography - 21/50
Overall Humanities - 41/100 (improved by 3 from mid-year)
Maths Paper 1 - 26/80
tell me,
i qualify from mass com.
tell me,
i will do better.
tell me,
my english will be a A2 for Os.
tell me,
i will pass my maths and science.
tell me,
i will get a 12.
wake me up from my dreams.
i should consider another course for poly.
or even shatec.
*more updates for results tml.
Sunday, September 25, 2005
youare the first person,
who made me think over and over again.
you
are the first person,
who did not abandon me,
and brought me up to the sky again.
you
made me smile.
you,
chian ru,
made a special impact.
i may be irritating.
may be idiotic.
please do not abandon me,
half way down the road.
OMG.
mushy.
muhahahahaha.
i am a supernatural person.
*PS* happy birthday steph.
Friday, September 23, 2005
no promises.nothing promising.
instead they were said as excuses.
i cant stop you from saying stuff.
you can carry on,
misunderstanding.
you are pissed, you are disappointed.
i am pissed, i am disappointed.
so i am a cheater.
who cheats your feelings,
and tells you some freaking excuses.
have i ever blamed you for not being able to do something,
or even go somewhere.
maybe i am just not a good friend.
be my friend,
come to nowhere good.
FUCK.
FUCK.
FUCK.
FUCK.
myself.
Thursday, September 22, 2005
dengue fever.scary thingy.
just some bloody mosquitoes,
to make you fall sick
and be dead.
ages since mahjong kakis are united.
laughter,
jokes.
everything under the sun.
woohoo.
just one missing.
sad.
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
"i suddenly thought of you yesterday.i think i miss you.
we are so near yet so far."
she,
was the first one who made me smile,
today.
i was surprised,
yet touched.
thanks. =)
a small chat.
fire sparks.
him. the reason i smile.
i wrote a song about him,
during d&t exam.
crash it, rubbish bin.
him.
my world surrounds there.
with the bear,
right there.
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
no comments.love and hatred.
lost in the mist.
me.
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
went for dental.booked my surgery date.
went to see my grandma.
i felt like i was the worst grandchild in the world.
she fell in her room,
and fell in the toilet.
when i saw her,
she was lying on the bed.
i couldnt comfort her
or ask how she was,
all because i couldnt speak hokkein.
my ah ma calls me the "ang moh" kid.
LOL.
simple dialect was ok.
but asking her questions was too cheam.
therefore, i kept quiet,
looking at my mum talking to her.
i cannot blame her for not being able to speak english,
nor can she blame me for not speaking her dialect.
this is so bad,
that she doesnt even know my name.
great.
陈嘉唯--我等的人会是谁
我的故事也许比较特别走过的路也许比较迂回
黑暗之中全凭着直觉
keep my faith watch my steps 一步步靠直觉
也许有天生命中会出现那一个谁走进我的心里面
他不必是个mr. perfect
只要他善良体贴
be my friend and my soul mate
我等的人会是谁何时才出现
make me whole make me brave
我等的人会是谁不急在眼前
i can wait i will pray
也许有天生命中会出现那一个谁走进我的心里面
他不必是个mr. perfect
只要他善良体贴
be my friend and my soul mate
我等的人会是谁何时才出现
make me whole make me brave
我等的人会是谁希望他了解不管迷惘或坚决都是我的某一面
我并不追求完美只要能用心体会每一天都是better day
我等的人会是谁何时才出现
make me whole make me brave
我等的人会是谁何时才出现陪着我一天一点让生命能变得更美
Sunday, September 04, 2005
we are like isotopes,something alike, something different.
those covalent bonds,
needing high boiling point,
to separate us apart.
me and hy. =)
dental appointment tml.
tooth hurts.
just the time.
report card back.
27. an improvement from 30.
15 points to my mass com.
suddenly, it seems so far away from me.
show me the life.