THE ONE.
call me stel.
call me lala.
call me STELLA.
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Friday, March 30, 2007
i think this is mad.
24/7 on standby.
i think i am MAD.




i cant seem to find MUSIC AND LYRICS in the cinema now.
sad. =(
my music and lyircs.


Monday, March 26, 2007



i wanna watch this movie,
because it has a nice song!!!

Way Back Into Love - OST Music and Lyrics

I’ve been living with a shadow, over head
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud, above my bed
I’ve been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on

I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
just in case I ever need them again someday
I’ve been setting aside time
to clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can’t make through without a way back into love
Oh-oh

I’ve been watching
but the stars refuse to shine
I’ve been searching
but I just don’t see the signs
I know that it’s out there
there’s gotta be something for my soul somewhere

I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
and I’m open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I’m hoping that you’ll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do
and if you’ll help me to start again
you know that I’ll be there for you in the end


i miss her,
all of a sudden. =))


Sunday, March 25, 2007
donuts make people crazy.
for a box of 12(15flavours to choose from),
be prepared to queue for 3 hours!!
me and mad pam,
decided to do so.
queued for 3 hours,
with pinching and pushing around to let time pass faster.
HOHOHO.

2 dozens of donuts!!!
1 for shop,
1 for office. =))
MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.


lastest madness.


Saturday, March 24, 2007
i did this test on http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/

You want to be regarded as an exiting and interesting personality able to persuade others to comply with your beliefs and ideas. You are charming and able to influence other people who come into your sphere of influence. You like mental stimulation and you are the sort of person who is prepared to 'try anything once'. Your confidence is so much so that others are often swept away by your enthusiasm.

You are in need of rest, some peace and quiet. You feel the need to be close to that someone special, that someone who can give you that special consideration and unquestioning affection that you seek. If you don't find that 'special someone' and resolve your problems very soon, you are liable to become extremely introverted and cut yourself off from society.

At times one is burdened with more than one's fair share of problems and this would appear to be your situation at present. But you are adamant - you know what you wish to achieve - and by giving a little and taking a little you may well find that the realization of your dreams could become a reality.

As of late, you have been experiencing untold stress and this is a result of continuous frustration. You haven't been taking care of all your physical needs and it's beginning to show. It would seem that you have a need to find someone to whom you can really relate - someone perhaps whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to be individualistic - to stand out from the common herd. Your inherent control of your sensual instincts is restricting your ability to give yourself to open up freely but this being on your own, being lonely, often makes you feel the need to give up some of your strict standards to surrender to the general flow - to be like everyone else; a part of the herd. Deep down you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You would like to be loved or admired for yourself alone. You demand recognition and tender loving care.

You are putting on a show - a facade. You are a master of demonstrating considerable charm in the hope that this can or will lead to better things. Deep down you are fearful that this may not work and that you may have to employ other strategies in order to realise all your ambitions.


somehow,
it felt true.
where's my slipper boy.

mr bean's holiday tomorrow.
with cute little kids and colleagues. =)


Wednesday, March 21, 2007
what could be worst,
than waking up at 8.30AM and you have to reach your workplace at 9.
having no energy the whole day, even after looking at a bottle of honey.
knowing that you'll be meeting someone whom you have not met for a long time,
but still not getting excited.
know you're going for a free meal,
and still in a not-so-good mood.

this is sad.

in a few mins time,
hiang hiang will be at my workplace!!!
yipee!!!


i got a few new bruises,
after the BIG cut on my leg,
which has not recovered after nearly 1 month.

i love my job.

Tuesday, March 20, 2007
gone. just be gone.
no point creating a big deal out of it.
there's nothing to be jealous about.

i told you.
uou didnt tell them.
in the end, it was a "scolding".
why?
i dont know.

tired.

school?
long way to go.

whats the difference between your shit and fart.
fart is air, shit is solid.
MUHAHAHAHAHAHA.

mayday concert anyone? =)

Thursday, March 08, 2007
GEK SIM.
the only word to explain.

what should i say,
when he ask.

i dont have to tolerate your anger,
in case you dont know about it.

bloody hell.



no school.
same process.
1 more year.
before MDIS comes.
there.
a bloody year.

Thursday, March 01, 2007
fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
why does it have to be you.
seeing you makes my life miserable.
i dont even want to be in the same room as you.
i know what you did,
what you said.
everything.
FUCK.
if you want me to leave,
maybe just open your mouth.
and i'll let you have all your space.
the anger is high up there.
with a black face of yours,
forget it.
maybe i should leave,
will you even bother.
ARGH.
seriously,
you are the worst person i've met.
whats in your heart,
what were you thinking.
WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT.
but then,
luckily, i didnt tell you everything.

FUCK.