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call me stel.
call me lala.
call me STELLA.
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Friday, February 25, 2005
am i supposed to clap for what you have done? you should be ashamed for everything you do. why do you still appear so childish? do you actually plan your day before you come to sch? she's so fucking pathetic standing there. it's NONE OF MY BUSINESS. can i jump to her rescue? impossible. shoot me a sentence and i'm done. so many people against one. argh. it makes me speechless to even think of it. i'm ashamed of it. you should be happy that clair was not there.

Monday, February 21, 2005
extracted from teens:
Does he love me? So how do you tell if he is keen on you?

1) He keeps hanging around you...
The saying might go "absence makes the heart grow fonder" but that's usually not the case when you haven't got together..yet. You might notice that he is always around you, whether it's in class, during recess, or even after school.

2) You suddenly get a sudden influx of text messages from him.
You see an unfamiliar number in the inbox of your mobile, and realise that it's him! How he got your number in the first place you have no idea, but ever since you replied to that first message, he hasn't stopped sending you all kinds of messages.

3) He sends spies into your group of pals.
All's fair in love and war, and the way to win a war is to have a strategised plan. The most used (and often, most useful) strategy is to have spies in the "enemy" camp, so you have "insider information". He might not do the spying himself. His close friends might be doing the collection of information for him, so keep an eye for your friends hanging out with his friends.

4) He tells you outright!
Honesty is the best policy, and sometimes beating around the bush just gets you nowhere. So he might just take the straight route and tell you straight out that he's interested. Man, that takes guts, because getting shot down by a girl is probably not on the top five list of guys' things to do.

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which point is actually true except for the last? the rest are almost bullshit. even if a guy hangs around you doesnt mean a single thing. dont be mistaken. haa. ok. shouldnt be evil. since i cant even have an article on the magazine except for one in whatever mag which i forgot and it's arguing. =P

Friday, February 18, 2005
hmmm. today. one word. bored. nothing much to do. he's not online. didnt give me a ring. HMPH. haa. anways we are gonna see ken tml. not gonna queue because of the fucking fan club. argh. kill them tml with my parang. oh clair bring along your m-16. haa. we just gonna look at him. argh. there goes my frist meeting with him. i wanna shake his hands and see him smile!!! now poof gone. argh.

Wednesday, February 16, 2005
argh.fuck it. whatever i wrote is gone!! now i have to start all over.

seems like love is in the air. nope. it isnt. still full of bacteria and other germs. jealously is more in the air.looking at ppl walking down the streets holind hands hugging kissing. argh. so xin fu. chian ru so xin fu. argh.haa. makes me think of the past.

things hasnt gone so smoothly these few days. you made me not trust you so much. and i wont believe you anymore. whatever you say doesnt seem to match what you are doing. argh.hypocrite.

he hasnt been online for a million years. my days have past like a million years. think i am only satisfied when i am with him. no more. maybe with some particular friends. done. more things to make happy?

wanna get to the beach so badly. life sucks.

Monday, February 14, 2005
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Ren Fu!Your chracter is simliar to the crazy Ren
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first of all, happy valentine's day or friendship day. bloody fucking stupid day. looking at couples walking down the street makes us feel like cursing them. haa. ok lahz. jus bloody damn jealous. we admit it. haa. whatever. my computer is my boyfriend. i face him everyday and love him so so much. he allows me to hit him whenever i want kiss him hug him. haa. lame. jerry ong came to our sch today. haa. so funny. dont you think his face is so gong gong and so cute. haa. he's a nice guy EXCEPT for his singing. where he is at a disadvantage because almost all girls like their guys to sing to them. haa. no sex before marriage. thats wat he was selling that red and white band. why did they choose red and white anyway? closer to singapore? shows everyone how we love our country? haa. got both of them. quite meaningful actually. who will actually keep their virgin till marriage? on the first night of your marriage, ask your husband wat position you want izzit and let me know how it is like. haaa. i'm getting crazy day by day. this is so sick.

why are singaporean men marrying foreign ladies? first you have to adapt to their custom and learn their language. why? singaporean ladies not good enough izzit? haa. so many singles outside now. jus walk on the street. how many single ladies can you find? so many. did guys ever try to tell the girls they like on how they feel? ladies' finding guys standard are not so high after all. not all girls need the 5cs. we just need a word : LOVE. all the love from you. is this so difficult to give? after getting a vietnam wife or a indonesian wife, will you remain loyal? after all you may get so sick of them. who knows? there may be an exception i know. but not much. we all know how pervert the guys are in singapore. haa.
*all are my opinions*

fine. today argumentative essay end. haa.

Saturday, February 12, 2005
change back to my previous template. argh.hope i dont have to change because of stupid reasons. anyways i think i can be ah toot number 2. was looking at friendster and was like hey when did friendster start to have 12 photos? haa. whatever. chinese new year. argh. some more photos coming along.

ben ku niang table

clair's table

chian's table

part of my class

teu,da pian,hy,clair,me

morning smile. take note our eyes are disappearing.



we are really crazy over photos. haa. and the drum for the lion dance is surrounding my ears. they are going round and round the houses. argh

Tuesday, February 08, 2005
ok. i may be vulgar in this post[who cares. i always am right? whatever] my pig brudder is beside me. i wanna use the com give it to me now. NOW. wat do i feel like doing? SLAP! anyways it's chinese new year eve. have to be very KIND. and my momma jus reminded me to be nice and sweet and kind when i see anynoe tml. wah. evil siol. lolx.[siol is 5a and 5b language]. so i have to obey her lahz. who ask she my momma and i dont wanna see a black face right. wahahahaha. chinese new year. nothing special. except we were behaving like crazy people in the hall celebration today? last year ma. and sitting up there was like more fun? woah screaming and clapping and singing and jokes.5a and 5b together is fun. but not in studying. need peace. realise my studies are fucking lousy. most of the tests are failed. and my chem by 1/2 mark!!! argh. shit man. and my compo. dont remind me. friends are going to malaysia and we gonna gather on sat!! yipee!! was glad that we settled all those "unecessary" stuff. wat should i say? i'm not gonna comment on it. because....long reason. and KEN'S AUNTOGRAPH SESSION IS CONFIRMED ON THE 19!!! YIPEE. THIS MEANS WE CAN ALL GO TOGETHER !!. includes my "jiejie" and my love. lastest look forward to. k. here he is again. give me the computer.argh

Sunday, February 06, 2005
every ending is a new beginning. it's just the time that matters.

Friday, February 04, 2005
Pieces of Me by Ashlee Simpson
"Fall, with you I fall so fastI can hardly catch my breathI hope it lasts"
In 2004 you fell in love. Let's hope it lasts.

What 2004 Hit Song Are You?



You Are a Retrospective Soul
The most misunderstood of all the soul signs.Sometimes you even have difficulty seeing yourself as who you are.You are intense and desire perfection in every facet of your life.You're best described as extremely idealistic, hardworking, and a survivor.
Great moments of insight and sensitivity come to you easily.But if you aren't careful, you'll ignore these moments and repeat past mistakes.For you, it is difficult to seperate the past from the present.You will suceed once you overcome the disappoinments in life.
Souls you are most compatible with: Traveler Soul and Prophet Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?



You Have A Type B+ Personality
B+

You're a pro at going with the flowYou love to kick back and take in everything life has to offerA total joy to be around, people crave your stability.
While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity.Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's doneYou're passionate - just selective about your passions

Do You Have a Type A Personality?


Wednesday, February 02, 2005
today's post. the true us. when we are supposed to do something else this is what we do.and when they say me and hy cannot be together. we are serious.





















see. we are always too stress. and have to relieve ourselves.