Tuesday, September 25, 2007
if you just take a second to look up,our eyes would have met.
maybe we would smile.
maybe we would say hi.
maybe we would start asking hows life.
instead,
you looked down,
you didnt realise i was just right in front of you.
i alighted.
there,
after so many years.
Sunday, September 23, 2007
7 years.you said it yourself.
after 7 years,
you still didnt understand.
i doubt another 7 years will come along.
Friday, September 21, 2007
did you say sorry,-because you used me to make her angry?
-because you made me upset AGAIN?
-because you made me look like a total fool?
-because you lied and made me pour my whole heart out?
-because you made me cry?
-because you made me believe you were that true?
-because you made me trust the damn bloody you?
i hope all these were true.
i am not running away from you.
i cant stop you from being downstairs.
i cant chase you away.
just wait as long as you want,
all i have to do is to ignore.
i'll be happy.
i've to accomplish my mission,
stella twinkles.
Thursday, September 20, 2007
i am mad with star.i want a star tattoo.
it's what i am.
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
i feel naggy.i feel like a old woman.
i love writing.
i got the urge to write.
but once i hold the pen,
nothing comes out,
except fuck you.
right.
i'll be stuck on this topic for a long time.
i do not need you.
stella is supposed to twinkle.
stella is supposed to be a star.
stella is supposed to be happy.
stella is supposed to be cheerful.
however,
stella is trying hard to twinkle.
stella is trying hard to be a star.
stella is trying hard to be happy.
stella is trying hard to be cheerful.
stella lies to herself.
stella twinkles.
Sunday, September 16, 2007
just to make her angry?thats the main motive?
you totally make me speechless.
i was dumb.
i was silly.
i was stupid.
i was foolish.
i was childish.
I WAS.
met up with love.
talked.
ate.
tuky tuky. =)
talked.
ate.
tuky tuky. =)
Thursday, September 13, 2007
i am mad!!i am mad!!
i am mad with zac efron!!!
zac efron - ladies choice
Hey little girl with the cash to burn
well, i'm selling something you wont return
hey little girl, take me off the shelf
cause it's hard having fun playing with yourself
once you browse through the whole direction
shake those hips in my direction
bring it back if she never did see
take me home and unwrap me
shop around with every dollar, i've got to be
the ladies choice, ladies choice, ladies choice
hey little girl looking for a sale
hey little girl looking for a sale
and test drive this american male
test drive this american male
it's gonna take cash to fill my tank
gonna take care to fill my tank
so let's crack open your piggy bank
lets crack open your piggy bank
hey little girl you're window shopping
i got somethings traffic stopping
hey little girl on a spending spree
i dont come cheap but the kisses come free
on closer inspection, i'm sure that you'll agree
oh hey little girl, listen to my plea
i come with a lifetime gurantee
one day maybe you'll find the baby makes three
it's the ladies choice, i'm the ladies choice
the ladies choice, i'm the ladies choice
choice choice, i'm the ladies choice
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
whats with not being able to leave at 6.whats with not being able to talk at work.
whats with the tamagotchi?
ask me again,
i will attempt to kill you.
am i wrong being nice to you?
you took it for granted.
apologies wont be forgiven.
damn you.
zac efron craze.
just when you thought you'll have a better life,
someone smash your hope.
then you are down at bottom,
struggling to climb up
and realised you have no more strength.
no more motivation to do so.
it's yours truly.
i miss hiang.
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
and we're not even friends.
Sunday, September 09, 2007
i dont know why i am helping you to lie.but i am starting to promise myself,
this is the last time.
enough trouble you've given me.
i cant believe i'm watching hairspray again today!!
this time with dear jen.
OMG OMG OMG OMG.
here i come,
zac efron. =))
this time with dear jen.
OMG OMG OMG OMG.
here i come,
zac efron. =))
Saturday, September 08, 2007
我觉得用华文写会更容易表达我想说的。对你，我总是那么的好，
你总是有办法让我心软。
你应该知道我们不能回头，
就放弃吧。
忘掉一切，
珍惜你的家人，
还有要出来的宝宝。
祝你好运。=)
Friday, September 07, 2007
i know you're nice.i know you mean it when you said you're a jerk.
but i know,
i can never trust you again.
it's like you're lying again and again.
i cant be so dumb to believe you again.
i must be an idiot then.
we cannot go back,
you know it yourself.
and you are not even helping yourself.
you're part of the reason i'm stuck here.
you used to be so damn bloody important.
but you broke the trust.
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
i'm going to miss my 2 loves like mad.take care. =)
Sunday, September 02, 2007
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.i am soooooooo in love.
with zac efron.
with hairspray.
with my stitch.
super super super in love!!!!
i'm so so so so in love.
simple things to make me hapy. =)
it's actually that easy.
your words.
are they hinting me.
but you made your choice,
and you cant regret it.
it was a huge promise you made.
be good to your baby.