THE ONE.
call me stel.
call me lala.
call me STELLA.
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Friday, February 27, 2009
sometimes,
all it takes is just one word, one action.
to make everything back to square one.

瑞恩 - 穿反

憋着呼吸打扮 脑里都是幻想
动作显得一点缓慢 为了要留下深刻印象
我走得一点喘 保持这个伪装
本以为自己好时尚 却感觉残酷般的眼光

原来衣服倒转穿 原来笑话闹了一场
一直努力掩饰的缺陷被拆穿

穿反了我的心情
穿插着一点伤心
刺破了习惯戴上的面具
让我无法掩饰我的心
串演了一场喜剧
传神地 让我几乎相信这梦境
冒充者会喘气
不想再穿反 心情

我走得一点喘 保持这个伪装
本以为自己好时尚 却感觉残酷般的眼光

原来衣服倒转穿 原来笑话闹了一场
一直努力掩饰的缺陷被拆穿
范围打乱

穿反了我的心情
穿插着一点伤心
刺破了习惯戴上的面具
让我无法掩饰我的心
串演了一场悲剧
传神地 让我几乎相信这梦境
冒充者会喘气
不想再穿反 心情

Sunday, February 22, 2009
time.
the most important factor of life.

Sunday, February 15, 2009
the reason i smile.
the reason i laugh.
the reason i cry.

everything, you.
dont want your bloody apologies.


赵传 - 勇敢一点

我发现失去一个很重要的东西
那一年我想要认识你的一种勇气
它让我亳不畏惧的告诉你我的感情
如今害怕的思念著每一个过去
失眠已占据了你走后大部份的时间

不然这个时候我应该在你的房间
看著你写给我的第一封和最后一封信
如此的转变用了四年三个月又七天

我试著勇敢一点你却不在我身边
我的坚强和自信是因为相爱才上演
我一定会勇敢一点即使你不在我身边
你的决定和抱歉改变不了我的明天

勇敢是我今天再也无法面对的事情
因为面对了勇敢记忆就会没有你
我的虚弱一直提醒著照顾自己
当初如果照顾好你现在也不会被自己放弃

我试著勇敢一点你却不在我身边
我的坚强和自信是因为相爱才上演
我一定会勇敢一点即使你不在我身边
你的决定和抱歉改变不了我的明天

Tuesday, February 10, 2009
10th February, 2009.

very special little day. =)

Sunday, February 08, 2009
we are forever waiting,
for something, for someone.
no matter how you work towards it,
if the time is not right, you wont get it.



it's february after a blink.

Sunday, February 01, 2009
I saw this from you.
9 years, to put everything to an end.


Before I met you, I wondered why all the lyrics in love songs were so exaggerated: Why do lyricists create such mushy and overemotional sentences? Why can’t they just write a good melody without those melodramatic lyrics? That is plain exaggeration.

Before I fell in love with you, I thought romance novels were just so silly: Why would a person cry for another person for hours? How could a person wait for his lover for years? That is plain silliness.

Before we became a couple, I thought romance movies were just so stupid: How could a person love another person so deeply that it became an obsession? How could one sacrifice so much, even to the extent of his own life, for his lover? That is plain stupidity.

When I realized I had fallen so deeply in love with you, I finally understood that songs, novels and movies are just reflections of life, inspired by the writers’ true stories.

Because when I decided to end our relationship, I realized our story mirrors a love song that I once heard, a novel you once read and a movie we once watched.