THE ONE.
call me stel.
call me lala.
call me STELLA.
stella_yap88@hotmail.com

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Sunday, October 26, 2008
one moment you told me everything i would want to hear,
the next moment you told me you've forgotten.

will there be another moment,
that i have to go through,

all these torture,
all these sadness.

say a final goodbye.

some left-over mushrooms and minced pork,
this is what you can do!
marinate the minced pork,
choose those mushroom that are curled (so that minced pork can stay),
put the marinated minced pork onto the mushroom,
and pan-fry them!
TADA!








happy chinese birthday to me! =)
on Deepavali eve.

Sunday, October 19, 2008
it's like starting from scratch
and the memories come back.

can we go back to the time
when we were both 12?

i think i need this.


Friday, October 17, 2008
this is the harsh truth.

it's ok,
stella can take anything.

Sunday, October 12, 2008
I heard the tap on last evening,
when I was off to bed at 7.

the tissues couldnt stop it from flowing,
even when I stuffed it all in.
and it just wont stop no matter what I did.
so I stayed there,
waiting for the tap to stop.

I felt the tap stop,
only when I was drifting off to sleep.

It was only this morning,
when I looked into the mirror,
and I realised what exactly happened.




Happy birthday, SY.
it's the first year without a card,
replaced with a weird greeting.
it's to avoid whatever we don't want,
you know it ya.
happy birthday.

Saturday, October 11, 2008
Where has Hebe gone to?



this is in-describe-able.

Thursday, October 09, 2008
if i were to blog like what i do for the day.
it would just be me grumbling about work.
work. work. work. work.

2 days.

what you have lost,
is someone who will eventually come back.
what i have lost,
is someone who i can actually talk to.

Sunday, October 05, 2008
It's officially 6 days.

Saturday, October 04, 2008
what can be worst than having a migrane and diahorrea,
during exam week?

you are the only one in pain.




then what are we?
monsters?
vampires?
werewolves?

if you fucking say you do not care,
then what are you complaining about.

you ask him to kill you.
why not try killing yourself?

Friday, October 03, 2008
extracted from New Moon by Stephenie Meyer.

"He pulled one corner of his mouth up halfheartedly, but the expression didn't touch his eyes. "If there was only some way to make you see I can't leave you," he whispered. "Time, I suppose, will be the way to convince you." "

Edward Cullen is the new fire.