Wednesday, July 11, 2007
humans do learn new things everyday.but what if they cant absorb whatever they're learning?
ARGH.
i cant get used to the new job.
i miss climbing up and and screaming and jumping around,
and irritating jen before she goes mad at 6pm.
i miss going down to shop after work though lots of grumblings when i get home.
i miss getting morning calls from him on weekends just to wake me up.
i'm stuck, right there.
i'm forever stuck.
first i'm stuck 6 years ago, the time paused there.
now, i'm stuck on this new thing.
a colleague asked me, "you can stay long right? just like the rest who stayed for 20 over years."
what am i supposed to answer?
honestly, i'm not into the job.
maybe it was the pressure that made quit the previous one.
i'm going to school in 2 weeks time, though i'll still be working.
but, imagine studying mass communications and working in a law firm.
i may be meeting new people everyday,
but that isn't the life i want.
maye i dont even know what i want.
mabe i should just listen to her and not study.
maybe i should have just carried on with the job.
full load of shit.
i saw you on the bus.
i escaped
but seeing you, it refreshes my mind.
i miss you, in case you didnt know.
i cannot imagine just popping in fron of you to say hi.
i wasnt like that in the past.
i cannot imagine smiling at you, because you were the one who started to slip away.
i sat there, staring at you.
you were not far,
but you didnt notice me.
3 seats was the distance.
it was just so close, yet you didnt realise,
i seriously miss you.