Sunday, July 22, 2007
super super random post today. cause mum made nice food.
HOHO.
plus the book i've just finished.
the feris wheel i took in dad's car.
elicia and me.
the tattoo on my hand.
the card he gave 6 years ago.
clair and me.
a picture i "stole" from jen. =)
Lastly, love ken. =))
Saturday, July 21, 2007
J was on the same side as us!!what made it surprising was he's the boss?
HOHO.
young people do think alike.
school's starting in 2 days time.
really really excited.
after working for over 1 year,
i realised i love school after all.
i am not enjoying.
dragging your feet to work is a bad thing.
Perfect Mtach - Jodi Picoult
" I try to think of the best way to describe Nathaniel. It is like holding the ocean in a paper cup. How do i explain a boy who eats his food colour by colour; Who wakes me up in the middle of the night with a burning need to know why we breathe oxygen instead of water; who took apart a microcassette recorder to find his voice, trapped inside?"
Saturday, July 14, 2007
mum says to control.CONTROL.
i've done it for the past 1 over year,
and i have to do it again even after i left that place?
i left, for a better future prospect,
because Superman didnt really exist.
But what's the difference if things at the new place is the same?
worst still, lesser laughters.
CONTROL.
school's starting in 2 weeks time!!
excited.very very excited.
YIPEEEEEE.
back t school. =))
a starting path to the dreams.
happy happy. =))
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
humans do learn new things everyday.but what if they cant absorb whatever they're learning?
ARGH.
i cant get used to the new job.
i miss climbing up and and screaming and jumping around,
and irritating jen before she goes mad at 6pm.
i miss going down to shop after work though lots of grumblings when i get home.
i miss getting morning calls from him on weekends just to wake me up.
i'm stuck, right there.
i'm forever stuck.
first i'm stuck 6 years ago, the time paused there.
now, i'm stuck on this new thing.
a colleague asked me, "you can stay long right? just like the rest who stayed for 20 over years."
what am i supposed to answer?
honestly, i'm not into the job.
maybe it was the pressure that made quit the previous one.
i'm going to school in 2 weeks time, though i'll still be working.
but, imagine studying mass communications and working in a law firm.
i may be meeting new people everyday,
but that isn't the life i want.
maye i dont even know what i want.
mabe i should just listen to her and not study.
maybe i should have just carried on with the job.
full load of shit.
i saw you on the bus.
i escaped
but seeing you, it refreshes my mind.
i miss you, in case you didnt know.
i cannot imagine just popping in fron of you to say hi.
i wasnt like that in the past.
i cannot imagine smiling at you, because you were the one who started to slip away.
i sat there, staring at you.
you were not far,
but you didnt notice me.
3 seats was the distance.
it was just so close, yet you didnt realise,
i seriously miss you.
Saturday, July 07, 2007
1 week has past.HEY HO.
i'm enjoying it every minute,
though it's quiet.
far far away from superman.
I MISS RINNY.
rinny, ah yi misses you.!!!
rinny has grown.
so different since i saw many months ago.
