Wednesday, June 27, 2007
girls were kind.girls were born knowing how destructive the truth could be.
they learned to hold it in, tamp it down, like gunpowder in an old-fashioned gun.
then it exploded in your face, on a November day in the rain.
2 more days.
and it's stressful.
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
if you realise how difficult it is for me to face you every single day,perharps you will stop asking me sensitive questions.
if every grown-up have to grow through this,
i would rather be selfish and not grow up.
if i have to answer your question,
i'm afraid we'll all be unhappy.
i dont like the outcome.
Sunday, June 24, 2007
5 more days to the end.
Monday, June 18, 2007
squeeze me dry of tears before they come flowing out tomorrow.i wonder what will happen tomorrow.
i wonder what will they say.
i wonder what will happen over the last few days.
i wonder what will happen to me.
squeeze me.
Sunday, June 17, 2007
Taken from: Tuesdays with Morrie - Mitch Albom"Once you learn how to die, you learn how to live."
leaving is my own decision.
it does not concern anyone else,
and i do not want to drag others in.
once i've decided to leave,
i leave.
the only problem is,
how to i tell him?
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
extracted from MY SISTER'S KEEPER - JODI PICOULT"If you have a sister and she dies, do you stop saying you have a sister?
Or are you always a sister, evn when the other half of the equation is gone?"
reading this, i think of my brother.
my fat brother.
wanted to change my mind.
but wondered whats there to stay for.
therefore, decided to go for it.
when will this end.
random picture. =)
Sunday, June 10, 2007
random random pics from malaysia trip. =))
lots and lots of problems.
unnecessary problems.
as usual.