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Friday, February 24, 2006
陈小春 -我的爱人

我知道故事不会太曲折
我总会遇见一个什么人
陪我过没有了她的人生
成家立业之嗟牡鹊?

她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢

我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深

我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说「我们」
就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声

Monday, February 20, 2006
every single day,
we put up with each other's nonsense.
for almost 18 years,
we realised we are actually very different.

the poly thing makes me mad.
my bedroom makes you mad.
you're never pleased.
i'm never pleased.

when the day comes,
bye for good.
thats what you've been hoping for,
which i will make it happen.

Monday, February 13, 2006
you.
you always destroy my life.
you always make me change my decisions.

you wanted me to choose early childhood,
instead of myself wanting to retake the whole bloody thing.
fine.
then after i submitted,
with you standing beside,
to make sure i choose that fucking course,
you asked me what was my OWN opinion.
fuck.

when i wanted to go out,
you said no,
i stayed home,
and rejecting my friends.
sitting there thinking how much fun they will have.
when i wanted to buy something,
you said the thing sucks.
fine. i left the shop thinking of it.

i listened to you,
most of the time.

can i make my own fucking decision,
for my own fucking future.
you make my whole life suck.

this sucks.

whether the results are good or bad,
you'll still be the same.
whatever you say,
never come true.

if you can never do what you say,
dont say it out.

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sad enough for results.
another one came to say,
how many courses he can go in.

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fuck.

Friday, February 10, 2006
the day arrives.

i didnt want to wake up this morning.
i stayed right on the bed,
till the time was too late.
tired and nervous.

good luck guys,
all the best!!! =)

Wednesday, February 08, 2006
EXPLOSION

the more you say
you dont mind.
the worst i feel.

SAY HOW YOU FEEL.

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bbq tomorrow.
final happening before the big thing drops.
gonna enjoy.

results gonna be out on friday.
2.30 in school.
freaky.
school uniform with black hair.
impossible.
coloured with uniform.
muhahaha.
besides, mine not obvious.

the pressure's back.

i dont like it.

Sunday, February 05, 2006
spider web cleared. =)
been busy.
babysitting my niece.
plus cny.
busy.

jus went for another interview.
HT.
the pay is shit.
but if i get it,
i will go for it.

taking results really soon.
the feelin sucks.
and different from last year.
hohoho.
best of luck.

blogging again someday.
LOL.

*thanks to zm and gc for repairing my com.
sorry for advertising so late. haa.
call them if you want computer service.

*thanks to ruru for my nails. =)