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MY MUMMMMMMMMMYYYY WANTS WORK!!!
i dont want her to.
i dont like her to.

my daddy talked to me in hokkein.
"be a good girl lahhhh. then mummy stays home."
wahahahahahahaha.
and then the both of them starts laughing at my hokkein speaking skills.
ok.
i suck in being one.

agent call me pleaseeeeee.
went for a interview today.
prays he calls me for the job.

the mp of my district is having a door to door thingy now.
haa.
funny funny.

i'm out of a job.
haa.
beginning on a new one on wednesday,
if interview goes well.
anyone wants a job?
give me a call.
working in a factory alright. fast bucks.

still recovering from a 39degrees fever,
free with flu and cough and voiceless.
damn.
no need free gift lah.

i'm getting closer to cintia.
something which i really like. =)

ting sent an email,
about WORRIES.
"Worry takes over every moment of every day,
ruins happy moments and restricts the capability for one to enjoy life
for what it is worth.
Worry can quickly occupy so much of your mental energy that
hardly anything else gets your attention.
So if you're worried about something,
do something about it.
That's empowering.
But if you do nothing, it will consume you."

a few days ago,
mummy came to my room and asked me,
"how much confidence do you have in getting into mass com?
or should i say how much confidence you have in passing your O levels
and getting into a poly?"
i didnt answer her.
i didnt know how to.

i'm back from a 3D2N cruise trip.
tired,
enjoyable.

the food sucks though.
haa.
though only blue lagoon tastes nicer.

the cabin was shared by my aunt, uncle,
and my 2 beloved cousins.=)
happy birthday uncle.

arcade games.
more than i expected.
daytona. wins and loses.

superstar virgo.
wait for me to arrive again.

you.
you didnt study.
yoiu have no fucking rights to say you have no hope.
i didnt say anything more,
to prevent trouble from coming.
i cannot ask you to be sensible,
cause i am not.
forget it.

going to cruise with my beloved cousins.
enjoy myself,
before coming back for the torturing d&t.

the other he,
has a girlfriend.
all the best.
sorry for not cherishing you.
we've both hurt each other.
all the best to your future.

stel. i'm a black star.
just black.
pure black.
darkness.

i cannot count,
how many times
you have "fly us aeroplanes".
so so so so so so so so many times.
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esplande, suntec, orchard.
all just for destressing.
cheap cheap trip.
no money spent,
except for a cup of coffee, and some food. =)
gotta save.

in the bus,
we shared YAN YAN.
sponsored by tooty.


then some photos taken on the bus.





reached detination.
i was very entertained by the changing of colours of the floor.
ME = frog in the well.





then i told them about the floor.
and all got so excited,
over the floor turning to their favourite colours.
meiyu - green.
tooty - pink.
me - purple.
haha.
so they requested to take a photo with the floor. =.=


realised there were very little me in photos cause i was the photographer.=)
meanwhile during all those excitement,
i was running away, RUNNING AWAY from meiyu.
cause her mouth stinks due to her durian ice-cream.
she was very happy that i was running away.


meiyu and my feet.


then i saw this BIG PICTURE.
and requested they take a photo with it.

i went, "AIYA. cannot compare leh."
HAHA.

more pics on the way to esplande.










next destination - orchard.
just for christmas lightnings.
nothing special.
BIG CHRISTMAS TREE!!


notice tooty standing with the tree.
thats how big the tree is.

my fav. photo of the day. =)


the rest of the photos are all taken at hereen.

that was when i discovered my name all over the place,
which i find very amusing.
obviously it's not refering to me.




while taking these pictures,
we had a CHAN VS YAP debate.
topic: tissues.
CHAN was having serious flu.
used countless packets of tissues.
YAP said she should have brought handkerchiefs.
CHAN screamed, "Tissues are meant to be used wat, or else have tissues or what?"
YAP replied, "AIYO. save the earth lah."
no winner.
WANG stopped the whole thing.
haa.

then the both of them wanted to take a natural photo.
of course, as usual, meiyu took ALL the attention.

next, want to act fierce.
these 2 very dramatic.


then, i opened the gift WANG gave.
a purple pillow!!! plus lavender smell.




some last photos before home.





HOME SWEET HOME.
thanks ruru for the camera. =)

i came online,
and was asked to go and sleep.
i do need some,
but just cant.

3 more papers,
half-dead.
coffee doesnt help anymore.
my best friend gone.

others working hard,
i'm blogging.

fingers crossed,
for the As and Bs i need.

perhaps mass com,
is after all a dream.

happy birthday meiyu!

social studies gone.
maths paper 1 gone.
chemistry gone.

english & physics coming up.

a BREAK,
just for a day.
then maths paper 2.
after this friday,
i can finally breathe a little better.
and enjoy my cruise. =)

thanks mrs m,
for the present.
haven take.
HAA.

just 2 days,
i'm freaking tired.
i'm closing my eyes every now and then.
not even brand essence chicken helps.
NOT even the freaking COLD water bath helps.
ARGH.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME. =)

thank you guys for that
BIG CHOCOLATE CAKE.
it was very nice,
and very fattening.
HAA.

thank you ms ng,
for the birthday song.
thanks naz, toot, tiff
for the spray, PURPLE nail polish and PURPLE candle.
thanks chian, steph, eileen
for the birthday cards.
thanks ting, clair, suet, chee kang, lay yan, desmond, wilson, chloe, ping, qiong yao,
su sien, meiyu, ivon, ms ng.
to be there for the small celebration.
too bad mrs m wasnt there.

thanks ruru.
cause i know you did this.
really thanks. =)
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some photos for now.
taken from the day i went out with ruru. =)
and that guy from chocolate bar. =)
with the deep and low, "welcome."









love her so much.
more photos tomorrow. =)

a trip to giant can kill me.
10 over plastic bags.
plus my body shop lip gloss. =)

talked to keming buddies.
have a gathering real soon alright?
after my Os. =)

3 more days.
to the day.
nervous,
shit.

my phone is back.
my number is back.
94760272.
TAKE IT DOWN.
thanks. =)

thanks to the cute guy in M1.
who gave the sim card for free,
and even upgraded it to a 3G card.
thanks. =)

5 more days.
i start counting down.
with ss in my brain.
no celebration,
cause important chemistry
is the next day.

jay's album out.
very nice.
grab it,
perhaps download? =)

1st november.
6 more days to important events.
formuales,
the past,
occupies half the brain each.

the pressure you gave,
is too big for me.
i know you want your face,
me too.
think for me.