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you.
you disrupt my whole life.
i despise you.
i talked nicely to you.
i did not flare up at you.
the grave mistake you've done.
FUCK YOU.

chinese is difficult.
argh.
november chinese is not easy.


i hate you for lying.
i know you saw me.
lie for?
damn.

*happy*
thanks for the wonderful place,
with wonderful people.
it was good,
to stay away from hell.
can we go there again,
with walking included? =)

chloe,
take care ok.
you have me,
and everybody.
call me if you need,
24 hours. =)

sweets,
apples,
prunes,
juices.
yummy.
thanks. =)

tomorrow will be a better day.
because i know it will. =)

this makes me laugh.

http://gorillamask.net/nintendochoir.shtml

you said that
we are here to give you troubles.
you said that
you would prefer not to give birth to us.
you said that
you regret your decision.
you said that
you hate us.
you said that
you hate your life,
because it includes us.

do you know that
we hate our life too.
we hate you for giving birth to us.
we hate you fot nagging every single second.
we hate you for saying stupid things,
over and over again.

kill us if you want.
stop saying stupid things.
hate us, kill us.

today,
is the day i really feel dehydrated. =)
sad and happy.

thanks mrs m,
for teaching me values,
for being my nice form teacher,
for telling me to make the first move. ( we took photos)

thanks mdm rehana,
for being the first to tell me i'm special,
for teaching me molely( which i can seriously do),
for showing me your country-sided house.

thanks ms ng,
for teaching me new words,
for motivating us,
for being like our co-form teacher,
for telling me i'm really stressed.

thanks mr yong,
for being my 5 years teacher =) ,
for telling me i've improved,
for teaching me how to use tools.

thanks mrs goh,
for making me geography rep,
for spending extra time just to teach us,
for having a higher pitch voice than me. haa

thanks mr low,
for teaching me new games,
for being handsome when playing games. wahahahahaha.

thanks mdm azizah,
for new stories,
for being patient.

thanks mrs ng,
for motivating me to pass my maths,
for tolerating me when i talk,
for not being pissed when i fail all the time.

thanks mrs chua,
for teaching me mother tongue,
for being the first mother tongue teacher i have who knows english,
for allowing me to speak english in class,
and for guiding me.

thanks mr wong,
for not being angry when i fail your tests,
for trying to make us laugh when your jokes are lame =) ,
for making me concentrate on my physics.

thanks to all teachers,
who have taught me in every small little way.
i will miss you guys.
thanks for all the letters.

you guys will always have a place in my heart.
be sure to miss me,
because i will miss you.

I LOVE YOU.

today,
is the day i really feel dehydrated. =)
sad and happy.

thanks mrs m,
for teaching me values,
for being my nice form teacher,
for telling me to make the first move. ( we took photos)

thanks mdm rehana,
for being the first to tell me i'm special,
for teaching me molely( which i can seriously do),
for showing me your country-sided house.

thanks ms ng,
for teaching me new words,
for motivating us,
for being like our co-form teacher,
for telling me i'm really stressed.

thanks mr yong,
for being my 5 years teacher =) ,
for telling me i've improved,
for teaching me how to use tools.

thanks mrs goh,
for making me geography rep,
for spending extra time just to teach us,
for having a higher pitch voice than me. haa

thanks mr low,
for teaching me new games,
for being handsome when playing games. wahahahahaha.

thanks mdm azizah,
for new stories,
for being patient.

thanks mrs ng,
for motivating me to pass my maths,
for tolerating me when i talk,
for not being pissed when i fail all the time.

thanks mrs chua,
for teaching me mother tongue,
for being the first mother tongue teacher i have who knows english,
for allowing me to speak english in class,
and for guiding me.

thanks mr wong,
for not being angry when i fail your tests,
for trying to make us laugh when your jokes are lame =) ,
for making me concentrate on my physics.

thanks to all teachers,
who have taught me in every small little way.
i will miss you guys.
thanks for all the letters.

you guys will always have a place in my heart.
be sure to miss me,
because i will miss you.

I LOVE YOU.

ARGH.
last day.
i will miss the class.
somehow,
it is different from every year.
the last year in school.

we begin with bring assigned to the class.


walls are painted PURPLE.


everyone walks pass the corridor everyday.


then we end the day,
with everyone together ( missing ikhwan).


5nb's journey has ended,
in the purple classroom.
sad.


I'M GONNA MISS YOU GUYS ALL.
YOU GUYS MAKE ME CRY.
good luck for tml's practical. =)

the day begins with mrs m missing.
then maths. ARGH.
next, DNT!!
some photos taking time. =)
then the day ends with ms ng,
telling us all about stress.
ARGHHHHHHH.






haa. notice mr yong in the pics.
he's always happy and smiling big.
i'm gonna miss him lots.
after all, he's my 5 years dnt teacher. =)

a few more days.
purple classroom will be gone.
it will become a memory.
will the next class please not paint it? =(
sad.

3 more days.
my purple classroom.
gonna miss it.

"Obstacles are those frightful things you see
when you get your eyes off your goal."

come on,
love me.

3 more actual days of studying,
in the purple moley room.
1 day of prac.
1 day of grad.
make me cry.
the people,
the teachers,
the atmosphere,
the shouts
and the tears,
will all come to an end,
in 6 days time.

my one and only purple classroom. =)

i feel good.
i'm awake.
3 bottles.
feelings said.
gathering done.
the sadness disappeared.
waiting for a brand new start.

27.
B4.
i'm tired.
i feel sick.
i feel stupid.

he asked, "hows your preparation for exams?"
i went, " Errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr."
end of conversation.

tell me to focus, every single day.
i need help.

I WANT TO BREAK DOWN NOW.
ARGH.

thanks naz.
i was surprised to see this.
so sweet yet so nice.
=)
http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=JTFgfazK_as

dad's back to work.
his foot still hurts.
i worry,
as a daughter will.
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thanks.
for being the first to say "i worry for you."
sincerely, thanks.
i love you,
for being my friend. =)
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i'm looking forward to my pilot husband,
while chian ru is happy with her current fire-"filter"
which is a firefighter.

i'm looking forward to my big house,
with a swiming pool right in the middle of the house.
with my swing in the house.
with many different rooms,
which looks like different countries,
and have different kinds of leisure.

i'm looking forward to my cute little kids.
who i hope is a pair of twins!
who will know what each other is feeling,
and has a special bond between each other. =)

and i know,
all these dreams can happen,
if i start working hard for Os now.

HERE I COME MY PILOT HUSBAND!!!!

oh yah. did i mention a private jet?
MUHAHAHAHAHA.
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she told the class this,
a long time ago.
which i have not done.

20 keys to a happy life:

1) Compliment 3 people everyday!

2 watch a sunrise.
3 be the first to say "hello".
4 treat everyone the way you wish to be treated.
5 live beneath your means.
6 never give up on anybody - miracles do happen!
7 forget the "Joneses", don't try to keep uo with them.
8 remember someone's name everyday.
9 wish not for material things, but for wisdom and courage.
10) be tough-minded, but tender-hearted.
11 be kinder than you have to be.
12 don't forget that a person's greatest emotional need is appreciation;
you are not the only one who feels it.
13) keep your promises.
14) show cheerfulness even when you don't feel it.
15) leave everything better than you found it.
16) remember that winners do what losers don't do.
17) remember that overnight success usually takes 15 years!
18) begin your day at work by brightening someone's day.
19) don't rain on other people's parades.
20) don't waste an opportunity to tell someone you love them!
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i'm sorry.
i didnt tell you.
you asked me.
i lied.
i am still in that devastated mode.
in a world that is unbelieveable.
i am still confused about it.
how am i supposed to tell you?
i know you know it.
but i just cant do it.
i will tell you
when the time is ripe.
this whole thing sucks.

you.
suck.
i seriously do not know how to face you.
12 years are gone.
seriously gone.
thats it.

disappointed.
it felt as if something huge dropped.
and
why did the person have to be you.
12 years,
longer than any of my friend.
you made me disappointed.
i wonder how to face you in future.
or should i say
we will never see each other again.

stress.
2 more months.
coffee helped.
nescafe mocha.
sick towards books.
more papers.