Wednesday, August 10, 2005
i do not deserve some stuff,and so do you?
you should have everything,
cause you are the great big mighty one.
everyone has to listen to you.
whoresome slut.
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i was so irritated at staying home today.
she was in a bad mood,
and i was the victim.
neither did i had peace,
when i had to concentrate on maths.
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am not feeling well.
and the sight of books make me puke now.
i shall not give in to the damn bloody books,
and do my best for the Os.
after all,
i have achieved for than my family.
should i be proud?
i do not know.
some people just do not understand
how difficult studying is right now.
my auntie and uncle came over,
to visit dad.
and started to boast bout my cousin,
who is also taking Os this year.
i came across this feeling,
that i have to do well
and make my parents proud.
and when i get into mass com,
my relatives can shut up.
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i look on my bed now.
messed up with maths
and more maths.
and my mp3.
thats my companion for lifetime.
the only one,
who shall not argue with me.
who will give me peace.
who will statify me.
then i looked at the bear,
he gave.
sitting quietly at a corner.
this bear too,
has magical powers
to make me smile.