Sunday, August 28, 2005
camp over.arguements over.
black faces gone.
peace at night.
chirps in the morning.
girls are scary together.
overall,
i like it. =)
my poor umbrella,
is going to get hurt umpteen times together.
again.
it's getting exciting.
lets hope they like it.
my bed,
was the only thing i saw,
when i reached home.
however,
no sleep was done.
nagging was heard.
vistors came.
my ex-neighbours. =)
they used to bring smiles for me.
they brought awkard smiles yesterday.
it's been 8 years,
since i've moved.
when they came as a family,
i felt nothing.
those enthusiaism, i realised,
was gone!
my play mates when young.
smiles exchanged.
my brother and i = in my room.
her brother and her = in the living room.
i know it's rude not to entertain guests.
however, i did not know what to say.
when i heard they were coming,
even during the times of shitting,
i thought of what to say.
those words like "How are you?",
didnt come out.
BLAH.
whenever i see the advertisement of 'pao ba hai zi' (chinese sucks),
i think of my brother and me.
we didnt have to share shoes,
our feets were totally different.
we didnt share clothes,
those passing down didnt happen.
just because he was a guy.
toys were not snatched so often.
my barbie and his lego.
heaven and earth.
he looked after me,
when we were young.
when i was still in the walker,
i guess 2 years old?
he was 3.
he could walk
and my mum said he adored me.
we had a whole pile of pictures,
just he and me.
we even had one which he kissed me.
sweet.
now, older.
he still takes care of me.
clothes were sometimes shared.
i loved his slippers.
suddenly, i love larger slippers.
food shared.
our toy now is this 6 year computer.
instead, we snatch our toy.
arguing and snapping at each other.
though he is more abusive,
i still love him.
i will miss you,
when you go in to the army.
i will miss your nice straight hair which you like to compare.
BOTAK. muhahahaha.
i can remember crying when you just went for a 3-day cruise trip.
i cried for quite a while.
i will control when you go for army.
miss me will ya.
I LOVE YOU KOR. =)
