Sunday, July 24, 2005
wedding is over.more of a family reunion.
was glad to see my cousins again.
that familiar feeling came back.
my aunt gave us each a hug when she went back.
that felt nice.
i haven got a hug for a long time.
i appreciate that a lot.
wine satisfy me.
was glad to know i can have some.
wasnt thinking about bad stuff when wine was there.
right in front of me.
my cousin was happy.
so was my cousin-in-law.
handsome and pretty.
they make a good couple.
the day ended,
with me and my brother taking cab home.
could not fall asleep,
and toss around.
fuck.
106 days to O's first paper.
and my birthday.
it may be just a short 106 days,
i wonder if i can survive till that day.
to celebrate my 17th birthday.