Thursday, July 07, 2005
rumours do start from people around you.when they start to dislike you (i suppose),
they start to say things.
first, my phone was sold.
then my phone is with the teacher.
ok, so they do take note that i'm not using my phone.
and so?
conclusion: my phone is with the teacher.
fuck.
i am trying to change it.
i am really trying.
if what i am doing is not enough,
then i cant do anything,
seriiously.
i am just a helpess person now.
floating in the air.
do they know?
no.
right, i cant do anything for that.
say i'm dumb, i'm a fucker, i'm a damn person who shouldnt be on earth.
i do not care anymore.
even she thinks that way.
did she ever ask me why i am feeling that way?
she concludes with what she thinks.
she is disappointed with me,
i am too with her.
not exactly disappointed.
i didnt even put any expectations of her.