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call me lala.
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Designer: LGM
Codings: Manikka
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Monday, June 20, 2005
it's weird having to blog here and over at the homework blog.
was the 1st day of workshop.
people were late,
dragged on and on.
was a little bored,
because of the wee hours.

talk to me please?

Saturday, June 18, 2005
watched channel u programme - lets shoot.
words from a counseller.
please.
sex before marriage does not equal to unfaithful after marriage.
AND is not "gou nan nue".
thats a very bad thing to say.
when you cant even say kan qing,
stop using your views to kill others.

xiaxue was on the programme too.
her views were good.
at least i understood.

was totally pissed off when i watched that.
was complaining to my mum.
about everthing!

therefore ,
SEX BEFORE MARRIAGE IS NOT WRONG,
provided you have responsibility for it.
unless,
SAFE SEX PLEASE.

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my glitter sandals. and i'm so proud of them. =)
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my new DCP shirt. =)

cant wait for my cousin's wedding.
woohoo. happy occasion.

Wednesday, June 15, 2005
bbq is over.
it was successful.
though tiring, but enjoyable.
she came and brought some liquor.
everyone was snatching and "booking" them.
there are desperate moments.
and of course, the liquor finished fast.
we bought more from the provision shop.
we drank more than 4 bottles and cans.
tipsy feeling was great.

my whole family went to orchard today.
DCP tees were fabulous.
i didnt know which one to choose and bought both in the end.
and of course, my glitter shoes from far east.
it's so "A2".
have to wear it to my cousin's wedding to get some attention. =)

Stay The Same - Joey Mcintyre
chorus
Don't you ever wish you were someone else,
You were meant to be the way you are exactly.
Don't you ever say you don't like the way you are.
When you learn to love yourself,you're better off by far.
And i hope you always stay the same,
Cuz there's nothin' 'bout you i would change.

Verse
I think that you could be whatever you wanted to be
If you could realize, all the dreams you have inside.
Don't be afraid if you've got something to say,
Just open up your heart and let it show you the way.

Chorus

Bridge
Believe in yourself.
Reach down inside.
The love you find will set you free.
Believe in yourself, you will come alive.
Have faith in what you do.
You'll make it through.

Chorus

Tuesday, June 14, 2005
so the lastest news of blogs.
famous naked blogger.
the sarong girl.
hur hur.
took a look at her site.
what can i say?
funny people around the world.

suicide girls.
intro: normal people like friendster just with nipple rings
hur hur.
thats so funny.
so what do they do?
pierce themselves whenever they wanna die?

bbq today.
gonna enjoy.
should enjoy.
liquor please?

Monday, June 13, 2005
bbq is tml.
you cant stop me from going,
unless you lock the door.
cant wait for it.
eat and eat.
any liquor?
i need some badly.

"watching someone you love being hurt is its own special hell.
because you are not hurt, because you are strong, you feel you ought
to prevent the pain from being inflicted;
her pain is blameless, while your psychic pain is laced with the guilt
of knowing you didnt do anything to stop it, and the fact
that you wouldnt have comforts only your mind,
never your heart."

abstracted from:
THE TRUE AND OUTSTANDING ADVENTURES OF THE HUNT SISTERS
by: Elisabeth Robinson.

Saturday, June 11, 2005
it's been a long time since i was online.
long time i blogged too.
the last post was full of comments.

thanks for emailing me.
i appreciate it a lot.
it makes my day.

so the problem is solved.
and settled.
therefore, i still do not know whether it will be the same again.
i doubt it will.
it will be different.

Friday, June 03, 2005
it's weird that people having sucidal thoughts before they can decide what is going on in their life.
is having sucidal thoughts bad?
some people have suicidal thoughts and do not do anything about it.
i think there's nothing wrong about that.
who does not have sucidal thoughts in their whole life?
especially for girls, it does not apply to all.
But, having sucidal thoughts is so common.
cutting wrists is stupid, you may say.
but cutting wrists destress the person.
it may sound a little SM,
but it really does.

am feeling a little weird about everything.
the world will defininetely be a better place without me.
dont disagree, i will feel sad.
it's sad that i am complaining about my life every now and then.
it's real sad.

Thursday, June 02, 2005
i'm bored and these shows it.

Your EQ is
153
50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.
What's" Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?


The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.
In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

<www.blogger.com/What Are The Keys To Your Heart?


You are


<www.blogger.com/What Rejected Crayon Are You?


Slow and Steady
Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.
They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.
It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.
They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.
<www.blogger.com/How Do People See You?


You Are A Romantic

You are more romantic than 80% of the population.

You life your life like a fairy tale... or at least you try to.Living for magical moments, you believe there's only one true love for you.Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don't take it for granted.Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do!

<www.blogger.com/Are You Romantic or Realistic?


all these shows i am very bored.
going to school for dnt now.
gonna be late.
hurray.