Wednesday, May 04, 2005
never expect something more out of friends was what i learnt from someone important. thats quite true. therefore i cant say i have lowered my expectations, i have just forgotten about it. it's a little stupid to think of getting something nice from your friends. who exactly can give you whatever you expect. someone far away i suppose. these few days, been on my own, THINKING(finally i use my brain). i'm glad i didnt expect anything out of anyone anymore so i will not be sad again. BUT are these actually what i'm thinking? i have said them, but will i make them come true? there's no more time for me to think of all these. exams coming. have to study real hard for exams to prove myself.gum really hurts. and my dentist is on leave for this own month. dont wanna go to public dental. they will just refer me to there AGAIN and tell me to scram and not to forget the consultation fees. am trying to forget the pain where 2 EXTRA STRONG painkillers doesnt work. hopes it does not affect my exam tml especially when it's chinese!! wants to open my bloody mouth and scream the hell out of me. CANT!!! because of my tooth. cant believe it. cant even sing. doesnt even want to talk. when is my dentist coming back? i need him BADLY!!!
am not sad. does not even want to mention the word sad.