Thursday, May 26, 2005
it's over.and i realised things that i didnt know.
right. so you didnt bother whether i was depressed or upset.
so why put on a bloody fake mask?
show your true self.
you know you are lying to yourself.
"YOU CANT MAKE IT FOR THE Os!!", was what i get from her.
right. i cant.
BUT if i can, and make lots of money.
i wont dump you into some old folks home.
dont worry, i will give you allowance.
though i know it will never be the same AGAIN.
He came home. and she said the story.
He agreed with her.
right. i'm just another useless brat.
which will end up in the same path as my brother.
no, my brother is not brainless.
He's my best brother, a person whose blood is flowing like me.
I never despise him.
I LOVE HIM.
And so, they concluded.
"OUR DAUGHTER WILL NOT MAKE IT TO POLY!!! WE HAVE JUST WASTED 300 OVER BUCKS!!"
great. so much for loving them.
have asked her to drop me out of school.
i have mentioned it to you.
so why are you not doing it.
you should not pay the Os fee.
Let me die out in the streets.
I am not hurt by what you both have said.
it's dead. right there.
*END*
I am depressed and sad.
But i can stand up again without the both of your help.
i'm glad that you have raised me up.
and will not forget that kindness.
I am glad that you both criticize me.
you both make a great couple.
I will make it there.
you shall wait and see.
till then,
your words will not get into my mind.
and to repeat myself,
not to worry,
i will feed you guys.