Wednesday, February 16, 2005
argh.fuck it. whatever i wrote is gone!! now i have to start all over.seems like love is in the air. nope. it isnt. still full of bacteria and other germs. jealously is more in the air.looking at ppl walking down the streets holind hands hugging kissing. argh. so xin fu. chian ru so xin fu. argh.haa. makes me think of the past.
things hasnt gone so smoothly these few days. you made me not trust you so much. and i wont believe you anymore. whatever you say doesnt seem to match what you are doing. argh.hypocrite.
he hasnt been online for a million years. my days have past like a million years. think i am only satisfied when i am with him. no more. maybe with some particular friends. done. more things to make happy?
wanna get to the beach so badly. life sucks.