Monday, January 31, 2005
argh. i just imagine you guys doing this to me. i'm not gonna mention names so that they can jus "save' their faces. it's horrible. how can you bitch bout me at my back and smile to me as if nothing happens. and we actually laugh like usual? it's not gonna be the same anymore. it will not be. i can feel my heart being stabbed. this is hilarious. is this happening to me? it may be retribution.yes clairin. we can have retribution cause we have been too evil.yup and i know they will have it too. even worst than us.it will probably affect my mood for a few days and thats it. not worth for me to be pissed with you guys? gonna have no feelings to you few soon.incredible. i guess i have to salute to you guys for bring even bitchy than me. *claps hands* hurray. you got your motive and 'shoo' you go.OUT OF MY LIFE. or maybe i can jus be nice and treat how you guys treat me. yup. my beautiful big fake smile.
anways enough of talking bout those guys. pissed me off. important news. KEN IS COMING TO SINGAPORE!!! *SHOUTS AND JUMPS* yes. elizabeth get pissed. haha. and jump too. lets get excited. finally i will have a look at him. yes a nice and long look. hurray.. oh i love him man. dont you think his singing has improved so much? muhahahaha. i am so happy. yes even happier than HE replied my message. am i evil? who cares. ken is coming.
hmmm..wat can i say? love hurts. seriously hurts. if you were hurt once will you remember it? in my case, i will. and i still can feel it but not as strong as that period of time. now, should i accept a new love or carry on with the pain. but this is difficult to decide. because...argh the story is long. horrible life of mine. maybe i should jus stop complaining and my life will be better. thats it.....................................