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argh. i just imagine you guys doing this to me. i'm not gonna mention names so that they can jus "save' their faces. it's horrible. how can you bitch bout me at my back and smile to me as if nothing happens. and we actually laugh like usual? it's not gonna be the same anymore. it will not be. i can feel my heart being stabbed. this is hilarious. is this happening to me? it may be retribution.yes clairin. we can have retribution cause we have been too evil.yup and i know they will have it too. even worst than us.it will probably affect my mood for a few days and thats it. not worth for me to be pissed with you guys? gonna have no feelings to you few soon.incredible. i guess i have to salute to you guys for bring even bitchy than me. *claps hands* hurray. you got your motive and 'shoo' you go.OUT OF MY LIFE. or maybe i can jus be nice and treat how you guys treat me. yup. my beautiful big fake smile.

anways enough of talking bout those guys. pissed me off. important news. KEN IS COMING TO SINGAPORE!!! *SHOUTS AND JUMPS* yes. elizabeth get pissed. haha. and jump too. lets get excited. finally i will have a look at him. yes a nice and long look. hurray.. oh i love him man. dont you think his singing has improved so much? muhahahaha. i am so happy. yes even happier than HE replied my message. am i evil? who cares. ken is coming.

hmmm..wat can i say? love hurts. seriously hurts. if you were hurt once will you remember it? in my case, i will. and i still can feel it but not as strong as that period of time. now, should i accept a new love or carry on with the pain. but this is difficult to decide. because...argh the story is long. horrible life of mine. maybe i should jus stop complaining and my life will be better. thats it.....................................

today blog. messages to many ppl. maybe jus a few. firstly, happy belated birthday clair!! haha. take your time to do that ok. ask for my help if you want. do until you die. wahahaha. and still waiting for you to kill me and smash me leg(just for insurance). secondly, to hy. take it easy. you have us alright?. come to us if you need anything. we will always be there for you. lastly, to bong. dont worry.we will be there to share your burdens. come find us for hugges whenever you need it. our hugs are always for you. yup.thats bout it.

stella can feel all the stress in the world. and confused over lots of things. got the information of him working somewhere. was like orh ok. am i supposed to stay there and ask him to serve me? crazy. seeing chian ru so xin fu is a little jealous lahz. but i know one day i will have mine. july is coming so soon. and it's getting scary. i dont want him to be part of my lif every single day. i dont wanna see him so soon. i am not even prepared to do so. i dont wanna answer your ques and dont force me. this is scary. what am i suppose to respond? tell me.

and my hands hurt. and i got 16 for my compo? jus kill me.

i am blogging now because dear clair asked me to. haha. jus plain lazy to describe me lahz. stress and stress. english standard has gone up. everything. and now mrs ng is picking on me. stella here stella there. ok maybe not so much. but most on me. and i'm listening to ken now and thinking how he danced. ok back to the topic. have to study double hard. maybe even thriple hard after seeing what i did last year. hmmm. rubbish. horrible word. not even doing SOME homework now. this is so hard to cope with. suddenly a HUGE stress coming down on you. and cant breathe. this is hard. end of topic.
my phone is officially crazy. please find me on msn everday 6 onwards or give a ring ring to my house ok. thanks peeps.
third issue. talked to him today. i asked him whether i was his spare tyre. it's as if i am there for him all the time. i tried to avoid him but jus cannot do it. he will start to melt me and tada. back again. this is driving me crazy. omg. have to get back and do the 'un-stressful' dnt. and watch chucky!!!

quite some time didnt blog already. hmmm.lazy lahz. gonna post some pics taken on flag day.



hands of me suet ni clair toot bong and wen

outside fairprice.lolx

different classes. hmmm.sad.

yes.bored again

best of best friends

powderGIRLS! ok maybe plus suet ni and minus mei.

2nd day of school and here i am sick. omg. school is so bored. looking at my "previous" classmates, they seem to be enjoying themselves.although they are noisy and i hate it. but at least i think their class is lively. it is so bored. and homework not done. what can i do? not in the right mood to do it. the song that represents me now!

welcome to my life - simple plan

Do you ever feel like breaking down?Do you ever feel out of place?Like somehow you just don’t belongAnd no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?Do you lock yourself in your room?With the radio on turned up so loudThat no one hears you screaming
No you don’t know what it’s likeWhen nothing feels alrightYou don’t know what it’s like to be like me
To be hurtTo feel lostTo be left out in the darkTo be kickedWhen you’re downTo feel like you’ve been pushed aroundTo be on the edge of breaking downWhen no one’s there to save youNo you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?Are you sick of feeling so left out?Are you desperate to find something moreBefore your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?Are you sick of everyone around?With the big fake smiles and stupid liesBut deep inside you’re bleeding
No you don’t know what it’s likeWhen nothing feels alrightYou don’t know what it’s like to be like me
To be hurtTo feel lostTo be left out in the darkTo be kickedWhen you’re downTo feel like you’ve been pushed aroundTo be on the edge of breaking downWhen no one’s there to save youNo you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lies straight to your faceAnd no one ever stabbed you in the backYou might think I’m happy But I’m not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wantedYou never had to work it was always thereYou don’t know what it’s likeWhat it’s like
To be hurtTo feel lostTo be left out in the darkTo be kickedWhen you’re downTo feel like you’ve been pushed aroundTo be on the edge of breaking downWhen no one’s there to save youNo you don’t know what it’s like
To be hurtTo feel lostTo be left out in the darkTo be kickedWhen you’re downTo feel like you’ve been pushed aroundTo be on the edge of breaking downWhen no one’s there to save youNo you don’t know what it’s like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life