Friday, October 29, 2004
happy and bubbly as i go jumping around the house but who knows the next sms i recieved whould make me upset? ok. they broke off and the girls wishes us good luck. maybe i shouldnt even intefere in their relationship. it's theirs right. i know he still loves her. but he wants his pride and doesnt wanna apologise and there he tell me guys have their pride. if you are in the wrong you should apologise. stop talking cock to me and all about your pride. what i know is that you dont even have your pride anymore. i look down on you and you disappoint me. yes you did. well, i bet you dont know anything. because you jus exist in your whole world eh. jus stay in ur own bloody world not coming out to hurt anyone.not her not me not even ur family. so what if i've loved you before? no big deal. everyone is falling in love but who really knows what is love? right? i dont know. oh btw i wasnt talking about that him who name begins with E. nope not him. whatever..i depise you and hate you.ok. maybe not hate cos i will never be happy in my life if there are always hatred. you should jus stop calling me i guess. it's over
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
yes. jus came back from the national dental clinic..oh so troubled by what to do with it..hmm.. should i pull out 2 teeth and wear braces? or should i do the treatment which is painful? i wonder and wonder..no answer out of my mind..whatever..this guy dentist was cute!! haha.. ok. he was funny.a crapper. and treats me like a little kid. because i went with my mum, he told me, "ok, now go get your mummy." lolx..so what..ok. i admit i was a little afraid to do those stuff today and i was very very nervous..haha..he said do u think i will eat you? donr be afraid..lolx.. ok.his voice was nice, he was handsome and cute!! omg...will you ever be afraid to go to a handsome and cute dentist? never in my life..lolx..hmmm so wat should i do about it? both are expensive to me i think..to my parents too..haix..i wonder and wonder and wonder..kill me
Sunday, October 24, 2004
feeling silly like a kid sitting at home going gaga over her birthday which is coming within 14 days..lolx..whatever..heard the radio which i will not mention which station. they were talking about the singers nowadays..so do you guys go for looks or voice or talent? well..for me if they have voice and looks i will go crazy..maybe not everyone can do it...like me i like renfu because i think he can sing well and i like his singing..ok at least he is good looking..as for jay chou? some people says he's not good looking, therfore not liking him? i mean it is the music industry!!! MUSIC!!! get it people..it's the music industry and we are not going for looks..maybe we have to be realistic, it's the 20 or 21st century which one i dont know.haha.whatever lets continue. more people which are mostly teenagers go for looks before they hear the voice. look at jerry yan. he came out as part of F4. right. everyone knows. ok. (not trying to fight argue or quarrel.jus my point of view.) when he was in F4, his singing was horrible. agree? who cares bout your view.. haha..then now. he came out this album. people talk about his looks, oh how good looking is he muscular.whatever eh. then they start to hear his music which has improved tremendously. yes!! look..this is one example.does looks really matter so that their music will be nice? ok. look at guo pin chao. i dont know whether you guys know him. the one who acts in duo yu. he's handsome. no doubt about that. heard this song? horrible. yes. horrible. i am not boasting about my music whatever shit.but it is horrible to me. ut why do people listen to him? because he's good looking!! thats the main reason behind it. look at all the autograph sessions. how many fans are there who likes their music and support them there? nope. not much. most go gaga over their looks. ok. lets not say i say other people idols lahz. ok..not we talk about my 5566.. is mine!! when i go to their autograph session, yes, hear it right!! stella dont shout till voice lost. yes. i do get excited over seeing them and shaking their hands.yes i do go gaga over them. BUT i seriously like their songs and their voice maybe not all..but the lead singers. and all the girls there are jus crazy over their looks right. slap me if i'm wrong which i know will never happen. so. now which one of you are seriously in love with your idol because of their talents? think properly before you answer. ok. end of today's topic.
now..quite upset over what he told me. and he lied to me.whatever i am a nobody to him and vice versa. a guy who has a girlfriend and says he likes you is jus a crush<-- lay yan words.
i sort of believe what he said. truly truly took out jerry cd and heard all the songs. number 4 which is decoration made me so touched that i wanna cry.yes it's jus so nice..go try listening to his album cos it's nice. at least he tried to improve.
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
some pics which i jus got from my friends...yup..got ms rehana hy mei bong clair toot ting..yes.. almost all my good friends are in the pic..hmm...miss school like crazy...listening to the noise pollution everyday is CRAZY..haven found a job but wont give up..counting down to my birthday in 19 days..lolx..yes..finally i've waited so long for my birthday...hmmm..so where should i go? singapore is so small..everywhere has our footprints..haix..
Monday, October 18, 2004
....read those testimonials in my friendster once again...was damn touched with what those people say..ok..i'm so as perfect as they say..yes...i crap crap crap...crapping and walking together..yes..thats me..doing things together at once..yes..you guys know how much crap i say in a day..and putting all those together..i can doing something more meaningful eh..whatever.. lolx...hmmm..badminton fever is back...went playing badminton today with mei bong chian and her mei mei..yes...3 hours!!! leg hurts now..like hell..omg..whatever..to hy..yes..i've received your email..seeing what you wrote in there, i've got nothing to say..since you say until like that..i dont think i have to explain anymore..i'm jus self-centered lahz..ok..accept it...i'm not saying anything else..or else you will somemore to say...whatever..it's jus over..best wishes to your roasted duck trip then.
Friday, October 15, 2004
ok...the sun shined on my butt at 9.30 and i woke up..sitting as PATIENTLY as i could to wait for clairin to give me a call...lolx...then it came at 11 plus jus nice to the rescue of my nagging mum..so i met her at 12 on the bus...yes..we meet on the bus..then came this funny man..i was sitting inside..and when almost everyone has gone down the bus and there and OBVIOUSLY many empty spaces around the bus..he didnt move..lolx..and he grabbed onto the railing as if he would fall..haha..whatever..lets not be evil..haha...then we went to jurong entertainment and walked around and around walking for spaces to let us eat in the "restaurant"..haix..didnt get to eat in my fav hong kong style restaurant..lolx..neber mind..we went to the ntuc and became aunties for around half an hour jus to decide what we can put into our macaroni..lolx..yes bought ingredients and off we go..to CLAIRIN'S HOUSE!!! cook our food and it was damn bloody delicious ok..damn nice...eat and bitch and watch tv..woah..pleasure..haha..ok..her brother was a scary one..lolx..then we went into her room catch some vcd..some stitching and some more bitching...oh..after a while..we went to fry some stuff..BACON AND HOT DOGS!!! omg..it was nice and expensive..yes..everyone go to ntuc and try...as usual lahz..girls are always afraid the oil splashing and everything..but we managed to finish it and woah...lolx...5 plus...and i went home..oh..clairin..i will miss your house and our love macaroni!!!
Thursday, October 14, 2004
i jus dont get it..why are you getting so worked up going abroad? if you want us to send you off..jus say..you dont have to put your friendship down and step on it...i dont understand what the fuck you are trying to say...and of course you didnt know wat i was saying either..whatever.. you think i dont put this bloody 4 years of friendship in the first place? you are wrong..now you wanna put it this place it will make me even hate it...why are there always problems arising when one is solved...why cant you jus make you words more peaceful and not making me so mad about it...ok..maybe it's my fault...and i didnt understand right..i know..i fucking hell know it is my fault..you dont have to go one bloody big round and come back to tell me it's my fault...whatever..bye and take care too...contact me when you have cooled down and when you are back.
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
yes...she's gone..4 years past and it is like we just knew each other..yes..i am upset..well clairin u are right..i am jus bloody heartless...i neber expect myself to keep my butt stuck on the bloody damn chair...ok...u gave her a hug...and i wanted to..but i jus cant seem to allow myself to stand up..i dont know why..it was the second time i felt so sad to have a friend going again..and i may neber see her again..thats the problem...yes..i wanna stab myself..if i was her, i am going to be so damn upset about my friends...and me too..UPSET BOUT MYSELF...y did i turn out to be such a big dissappointment...whatever..yes clairin i told you and i am going to say it...I LOVE YOU!! lol..yes...because she gave me zax card..lol..yes..i am very grateful..well..sorry to disappoint you[which i know i have] and sorry to myself...for being such a "wonderful" friend...
Monday, October 11, 2004
exams over!! yes...ok..happy BUT what am i going to do if i dont have a job? friends are going off..either back to taiwan or to roasted duck...see..everyone leaving me liao..lol..hope to have that job and i can start keeping myself busy forgetting all those things that i am not supposed to remember...especially him!!! not able to see him to see him anymore..haix..so sad..but well..i still have to get on with my life..so..tata..lol...
Sunday, October 10, 2004
got this thingy from ms rehana blog and i tried it out when i'm bored!!! lol...hmm..not purple?
You are the color pink. As a beautiful and sweet
human, you are everybody's favorite person.
Healthy and energetic, you're often seen
spreading the happines. As an unusually
charming and sweet person, you're always ready
to comfort people who are down. You sympathize
with everyone, but not always yourself. Aside
from that, you are light-hearted and cheery.
And you make it your duty to make every cloud
have
What color are you? (Amazingly detailed & accurate--with pics!)
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Friday, October 08, 2004
yeah..i can blog again..in my own account!! yes!!..haha..exams are almost over..we are left with that stupid dnt paper..and off we go..out of sch..of course i hope to come back next year..ok..was at vincent daniel today when we saw a few of our school girls..those sec 2 bitches...and they were like i wanna extend hair!! white blue whatever..i mean we cant even do those things they can mehz?they haven even holidays right..haha..whatever..looking out for a job currently..anyone has one?haix..i wanna have a "awfully chocolate" cake for my birthday!! i love the boss..she's damn freaking nice..i gonna get that damn bloody expensive cake for me and my mei!! yes..we are going to celebrate today!! anyone?some photos from chinese garden me and toot took...
