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Thursday, September 30, 2004
today post for : existing ah bengs and lians...

oh...first thing, bengs and lians dont[maybe a minority which consists of you] exist as a trend like it used to be anymore..so i guess u have to change it to whatever style it is now.. no one can stop whatever you wanna do..so that means i cannot change what u wanna do..but PLEASE stop saying "ka ni na" where ever you walk which follows up with "chao chee bye".. ok..why say so? i went to bukit timah today and sat the 77 bus..saw 2 hillgrovens sitting inside..when they are unhappy here goes..ka ni na chao chee bye...then we went down the same bus and the moment they step down..ka ni na chao chee bye..omg..something new please? it's like shit...roaming around shopping centres wearing all those trumpet pants which is like so out-dated..ok..i've already sat i cant change you..it's jus my bloody comment eh? who cares..sec 1 basketballs girls too..sitting at the "usual" place taking as if you are supposed to be there BLOCKING the way...when people have not done anything or even diao if u say.. "kan shen me niao"..haha..what the hell..when was the last time i heard this word? when i was in primary school..stop treating as if you have a whole big group supporting you at the back..and only dare to say stuff when you are in a bloody big group...dare to do something please..end of story for the bengs and lians..

now my personal life..exams in 3 more days? here i am blogging..haha..omg..kill me..feeling the stress and everything...

Monday, September 27, 2004
there's someone who copied my photo and saved it to himself or herself..hell..what am i supposed to do about it now..shity ass...whatever..have started mugging over the few days.. everyday after school whatever whatever...imagine me sitting down quietly studying which can never happen lahz..i will be so damn noisy..haha..hmm..i wonder why people are competitive.. you jus have to concentrate on whatever you are doing and heck care the rest right..but why are there people thinking so far before they have even completed your current whatever you are supposed to do..so stop worrying shit about this this this and this..ok..was damn happy and didnt sleep much yesterday night..he actually told me good luck for my exams? omg..so happy *jumping around..omg..cant believe it eh..lol..stella is in good mood.

there's someone who copied my photo and saved it to himself or herself..hell..what am i supposed to do about it now..shity ass...whatever..have started mugging over the few days.. everyday after school whatever whatever...imagine me sitting down quietly studying which can never happen lahz..i will be so damn noisy..haha..hmm..i wonder why people are competitive.. you jus have to concentrate on whatever you are doing and heck care the rest right..but why are there people thinking so far before they have even completed your current whatever you are supposed to do..so stop worrying shit about this this this and this..ok..was damn happy and didnt sleep much yesterday night..he actually told me good luck for my exams? omg..so happy *jumping around..omg..cant believe it eh..lol..stella is in good mood.

Saturday, September 25, 2004
finally..i found it..the way to blog..haha..my account has a problem..so i'm currently blogging in my mum account..muhahahaha..wanting to say so so so many stuff but could not..was stupid of me not to try in my mum's account...muhahahaha..anyway..ms rehana u rocks.. u made me touched...u are the best teacher lahz..dont worry..i bet almost everyone agree with me...around 7 more days to english paper..my n levels are coming..not really prepared if u ask me..trying very very hard to concentrate in class now..physics too..he talked to me and touched my heart too...hmmm..maybe i should jus change for the better...nearer to n levels means nearer for my friend to go for roasted duck...quite upset..and i'm gonna miss her like crazy...4 years..who can forget those childish and stupid quarrelling and fun times we got together? best of luck then and contact me as often as you can..saw my primary school class photo when i packed my room...still kept in contact with some of them..and i sort of miss them..when are we going to have a gathering? haha..omg..i look forward to meeting them.. well..may not be blogging or even coming online for a few days..ok..maybe a while..cant stand the temptation on it..lol...start mugging peeps

Saturday, September 18, 2004
haix..exams are coming and i cant even enjoy myself for the last time till exams over damn..wasnt very happy this week..thought could enjoy myself during the wekkend..well..whatever...went to clair house and was like crazy while clair was quiet..i could never keep myself quiet for a few hours eh..take photos like crazy women..all werent perfect till we saw this..

think it is the best after all we take..lol

Thursday, September 16, 2004
fuck..jus let me scold...tell me what are friends...let me tell u what i have experience all these time.. friends are people who are together either in a small group or big[rubbish?whatever.let me continue] or maybe onli the two of them...even in a number like 2, friends can also quarrel..woah what a fantastic thing going on...bet u guys neber know things like that? whatever..friends dont care for one another and care for themselves onli..self centered or whatever..my friends are all going one by one..one going for roasted duck others i dont know what...things are jus not going perfect and smooth...finally to hy..i'm not putting up with ur shit ok...i accept you as you are..or else i wont be your friend[if u think i am] for so long...i am accepting u guys out there...i know you have to be what you are yourself..but if it's something you have to control..you have to do it...ok? i know you are going for roasted duck..but we guys will miss you lahz..stop treating as if we are hating you like hell.. then to lay yan..if he's reading but i l know he wont be..who cares? i'm writing everything out now.. stop irritating people if they dont like it and get your pleasure out of it...ok..it may be funny at times but after that..no..people get irritated and feel so whatever shit and you are happy cos u win and get your motive..i know i crap with you all the time lahz and we are enjoying it and disturbing everone in class..ok whatever...dont have to say much..then to others dear clair toot bong su sien mei everyone...we guys are going on perfectly? ok maybe it's jus my wishful thinking..but if we have anything we wanna say..jus shit everything out...friends dont u guys think that we are always troubled by this problem? i dont know lahz..i jus know i'm not enjoying my secondary school life..friends big problem? fuck..i hate it...but u jus know it yourself that you cant survive without them right...FUCK WHAT ARE FRIENDS? JUS TELL ME..FUCK

Wednesday, September 15, 2004
i have made someone upset again..seriously didnt know that it will hurt so much cos i was joking..but sorry bong for having to say all those things to hurt you...i guess i didnt know i got such bad point eh..SORRY..this is officially apologise..i got no money to go all those newspaper and helicopter flying ad to say sorry..but at least i can say sorry here...so sorry bong..i guess i have to jus shut then...if i dont open my mouth, i will not say anything wrong eh..in future u will hear less of my voice...lesser people being pissed off..more people being happy..so SHUT

Tuesday, September 14, 2004
ok..our school talked to us about blogging...blog website they call it..haha..whatever...from today's lesson..it tells us NOT about the school..teachers whatever..i supposed we shouldnt do that..well..who knows they might be reading ur blog now? lol...if u have donw nothing..afraid wat? ok..from monday which is yesterday..our lessons are like horrible..the class is separated into pass and fail..i sort of dont like it or maybe not used to it...it's funny being in a small class.. and it's much more quiet..especially ENGLISH...mr ramesh? or whatever...he teaches us and the whole class was like quiet? neber once in my life have i seen that..not even when some teachers are scolding us...haha..that means we can be quiet and concentrate if we want to..have determination...N levels are coming...2 weeks plus i supposed..omg..i'm quite worried about it and all the teachers are too i bet..i meant those teaching us onli...maybe i shouldnt even be blogging now..i should be studying eh..haha..whatever...

Sunday, September 05, 2004
in around 12 hours time...it would be my chinese paper..i still cannot believe i'm relaxing and sitting in front of the computer listening to songs...i dont have the exam mood and the feeling tensed..whatever..i'm still listening to songs..singing along as if in sec 1 life...downloading songs.. doing things i'm not supposed to do now...haix..i wonder how i am going to fare this time round.. my mum worried for me even the school is worried for us..but we jus dont have that bloody attitude to bother about studying...omg

Friday, September 03, 2004
i've spent my day meaningless today...sat in the sports hall for 1 hour waiting for them... wasting those precious time in the ava..ok..mrs tan cried today...she's worried for us then she cried..when people werent woried for themselves dont worry for them...i wonder why they wanted to have that talk...cause they didnt wanna bring the school image down?? yes... they keep on emphasising that we will be the first batch..what rubbish..do they know how difficult the work are now..and do talking make u a person without brains? omg...what rubbish so does she meant that onli dumb is using their brains? even she is not using it i guess...whatever...meaningless day..and i cant even believe i'm starting my first paper of n levels on monday..woah so fast..cheena is ok but ss? i dontknow.. u will see stella going to bonkers and crazy like hell..this is so crazy..