Wednesday, July 28, 2004
funny things certainly happen everyday everywhere every part of my life...like them saying me playin badminton is so funny..and i dont know y..lol...erm..and playing badminton and laughing like hell for nothing...things like that...the person who makes me laugh most?? duh..hy lohz.. lol.. haha..hy...u make me laugh so much rememeber the letter writing?? lol...haha...cant stand it.. me and susu laugh for nothing...sitting behind in class and laughing like hell..well..u may think we are crazy but u wont understand the pleasure of laughing LOUD with your friend.. it makes u feel real good especially when u are unhappy...yuppie...hmmm...things went well these few days and beginning to start my revision so i guess not much of blogging..oh yah...continue from jus now...still got my mei mei eh...haha..u may think she's boring from outlook but then.. dont believe wat u see from the outside..she is another person who can get so crazy with me..haha.. hmm...i guess being with me makes u crazy?? making u angry irritated frustrated..well..that's jus me...lol...seriously being with u guys makes me so happy..lol..oh yah and not forgetting clair toot bong wen and so many others..always being crazy and lame together...hmm..anyone wanna go see the fireworks on 8 august?? i want go see 5566 also lehz..got a lot of stars coming like R&B kone Toro whatever whatever...i'm getting so excited man..lol..it should be quite good eh.. but it's gonna be till quite late...haix...studying is horrible and rememdials suck...everyday staying in sch till like 5?? shit man...everyday come home not relaxing but studying..burying your head into the books surrounding you everyday...chinese oral is next week...humanities common test is next week...counting down for prelims and n levels...still have 17 days to prelims including today and around 60 odd days to n levels...so fast eh...i shouldnt have played the past few months..had physics remedial today...felt a sense of achievement cos i did some myself.. and it was like omg..y didnt i know that last time..it seems i should start looking at my physics textbooks and borrowing notes...my textbook is still so damn freaking new after 2 years.. even the book wrapper can stick to thr book..imagine how new is that...ok now..this is lame and i shouldnt be complaining now....have to go sudy study study..
Saturday, July 24, 2004
it's lame it's stupid..it's everything stupid word u can think of.....u are so so stupidly mature as u think u are urself...please..think...how u are treating him well none of my business and how u are treating everyone....omg....use ur bloody brain as it is still small and not grown up..y cant u think of what u have done not what others have done to you...think lahz...jelly brain as wat hy would say... think lahz..please grown up and even i think i can think better than u...stupid jelly brain..
Saturday, July 17, 2004
ok...meaningful words were said to me and i'm supposed to "appreciate" it. omg..wat's this world coming to...i dont have anything to say eh...it seems problems are getting more and more and things are getting so complicated...how am i supposed to tell u guys wat am i feeling?? how am i supposed to tell u how am i feeling now...u may be hurt..but have u ever thought of me being hurt first?? didnt u ever think? maybe i have no bloody brains made of jelly or whatever shit but it seems i think before i do eh...not trying to tell u that u are wrong or wat..cos nobody is perfect but u cant always have your own way ok...u have to think of others before doing wat u wanna do...well..it seems u cant do it..so y should i...
Monday, July 12, 2004
omg...shit man..i jus cant imagine that u are jus so xiao qi and unreasonable ok..this isnt the person who i knew eh...but whatever eh...u change urself is not exactly concerned me cos i dont think i wish to know anything..u are jus so hell unreasonable ok..u cant always want people to go your way... it is jus so erm...u know..nobody likes it ok....
Thursday, July 08, 2004
i'm in school now and omg cant believe it...shit man...my bloody com is coming back in around 2 weeks time..means that i have to use the com in school secretly?? omg.. fuck it..whatever lahz...these few days have A LOT of stupid homework... shit man...escpecially dnt have to rush out everything cos i think the date due nest week?? i dont know whatever lahz...i am so so so wat now lohz..lol..i dont know how to decribe wat i feel but it's so negative..eh..haix...i dont really think i have this kinda feelings before or wat..but this time it feels so strange...it is like??omg...shit..whatever eh..my life is always in a total mess eh..haix..i really feel erm?? .....when is my com coming back...
Sunday, July 04, 2004
its been a long time since i blog eh...and MANY things have happened...erm..seriously many...i dont know wat is happening but i know i am not a a very good mood...haix...i hope u will like understand me ok...u know him more than u know me eh..i dont like it...its like u can understand him but y not me.. u know..that kinda feeling..haix...whatever is happening is jus pver a stupid thing..i dont need ur apology or whatever..i jus want u to understand me...maybe i should start understanding ppl instead of asking ppl to understand me eh..haix...i have tried but i jus dont get y are u like that...u jus want ur way but doesnt mean i have to give in to u eh...i dont like giving to ppl everything that they need..its jus so spoilt...i dont like it...omg..wat am i talking about..shouldnt talk bad bout ppl eh.. this blog has been giving problems since i like to say whatever i feel in here..argh.. if u are angry over me saying whatever i feel in this blog..then i seriously have nothing to say and u are not the person i've known ALWAYS