Tuesday, May 25, 2004
ok...so u gave me that face again today..or should i say innocent face..i dont bloody hell care whether u heard it or not ok...out good friends friendship is like "poof".gone.. please dont go and tell ppl that i did something wrong or it's my fault again..ppl start ignoring me for nothing...i know u are trying to get a lot of bloody attention and wants a lot of friends to keep u bloody company..so take all u want..i dont hell care anymore...dont be so bloody competitive cos u will regret it.. and dont be so hell paranoid...ok..bloody..haiyo..an average woman talks about 24,000 words a day..omg..believe and an average guy talks for 12,000 words a day..a woman is double it..omg..now u understand y i talk SO much and my mum too..wahaha..ok..back to the topic..i dont know wat is happening or whatever...but there's this voice right down my heart telling me not to give in...y is that happening??maybe i have tolerated for 4 years?? or wat the heck is happening..at this time...oh fuck...u have problems i have them too...but do i DISPLAY my feelings out..oh well..maybe for jus a LITTLE while.. this is jus human right...who is stronger..a person who is sad but dont cry or a person who is sad and cries...the..is the second 1 right..but dont u think u are displaying too much of ur emotions...i mean do u have to tell the WHOLE world that u're sad?? i dont know...whatever..it seems it's my fault now..MY FAULT..as usual lahz...so i have to accept it?? whatever.. everything that happens and goes wrong is my bloody fault and everything that goes well is ur credit..wat is the world happening to...now u accuse me of something else..oh my fucking god..wat is happening...cant someone tell me...cant u understand that i dont like it..argh..
