Sunday, May 30, 2004
argh..wat did i press??whatever..i have to type it all over again..fine..i'm so hell tired of this thing and i dont care bout it already lahz...it's all my fault ok.. i'm used to it remember..so u are always right lahz..happy...outsiders wont understand wat is really going on between us ok...we know the truth right there below our hearts.. whatever..i'm going to enjoy myself this holiday and work hard to prove my results.. everyone think she's good and i'm bad...that's it..but onli from the outlook..whatever.. i'm so used to being compared to others and my heart is becoming so hard that it cannot be melted again no matter wat u all do..i also dont expect u guys to do anything lahz.. ok...well...i dont know wat to say..argh..but i did enjoy myself yesterday night at the parkview bbq..thanks hor toot...the food was delicious had fun with those guys.toot clair and han xiang...seems that i'm always happy being with them...this phrase from HEY has affected a lot of things in my life: adapt to people's life and not people adapting to your lfe...it applies to a lot of things and i'm starting to begin to understand ppl's life..but but but but but y cant i jus understand ur life u would say..well.. u make me not to...
