Friday, April 16, 2004
haix...totally disappointed...he's my good friend..i lend him my stuffs..he spoils it and tells me no money...and the thing is not cheap...i'm totally disappointed in him..i trust him and he breaks it...so sad...this are what friends are for..haix.. whatever...stress being at home..and i dont like it with all the nagging and stuffs like that...haix...life goes down for me again...i dont like it...wat can i do...hell... people break the trust that i give...nagging comes...and i dont know how.. fuck.. so many things happen all at a time...people are not there for me..maybe they dont even know my exist...do i exist in your life..am i invisible?? do u care about how i feel...are you really my friend??i dont know if i can trust u again..whatever lahz...i dont know..feel like committing suicide NOW..