Friday, February 27, 2004
haix..sad sad...my english onli got like 45.5 over 80...u see...i drop so so damn freaking much ok...haix... anyway happy about 1 stuff and is i finally pass my chemistry...haha...so happy..haha...haix...hell man...she's such a bitch and i cant stand her anymore...i've decided not to care bout her...so she is erased out of my life...maybe she would still exist to me...but i dont freaking care...haix.. ok i think u are so damn childish...haix..and please fucking hell dont complain to others...cos i will be the freaking 1 at blame...ok ...as if it's all my fault...jus get out of my life and i'll be grateful to you.. give me peace..ok.. finish scolding..i wrote this poem i know it sucks but is i write de ma..ok here goes..
I'm still wondering, why did it happen.There was no loopholes,no fights,no quarrels, but the thing i'm worried about still happened in the end. There was no turning back,no nothing, not even a phone call.It jus happened.When i saw u in school, we were like strangers.No "hi" and no smile, not even a word i hope to hear.We walked past each other, all the time, no nothing, no nothing, NO NOTHING!!! Just fark out of my life, never wanting to see you again.But why did it happened,I'm still wanting to know.You never told me, up till this day.I can see you every farking day, there are no more questions for you.So jus in this farking school. NOTHING HAPPENED.I hope you get on with your farking life, while i get on with mine.No more past,no more "hi", no more smile.Do i still give a farking damn care,NO i freaking DONT!!!..
ok...finish...this is talking bout gene and not the bitch...haix...sad...
Wednesday, February 25, 2004
haix...went to swensens with toot...yeah...ate this pasta called clayfish pasta.. and of course i finally pierce my ear...haha...third 1 liao..of course not going to pierce all lahz...not e....haha...haix...so boring still waiting for my english test..argh...so long..haix..dont know lehz...argh..haix...shit me lohz...haix... nothing much to say liao lahz..still feelin sad..haix..TATA...
Monday, February 23, 2004
fucking system...type this whole thing and it's down..fine and i will do it again...haha...had HEY today and we had to answer many questions from the bottom of our heart..haha...ok there's this question "if you could spenf 1 hour with any person who lived, who would that be?Why that person? What would you ask?"ok if u know me well enough u would know the answer right... iwas about to write EUGENE when ms rehana said the whole class was going to know...so in the end i wrote Renfu...haha...erm then the answer is is he really happy thie his present life...haha...ok in the end those bloody markers made my whole paper...haix...ok fine so i had to copy all those answers AGAIN on a brand new sheet of paper.. ok so this time i wrote EUGENE down..haha...i guess it's fate...ok i'm not greedy so i will ask him how is he these few years..haha...i know it's lame but believe it or not...we have not talk for like 3 years??maybe..ok...hong yin i love ya man...u know me so damn well..haha...muacks...i actually wanted to ask him whether he is playing with my feelings last time...ok...haha...but i didnt lahz..i didnt want the whole class to know and as u know we spread news fast..haha..ok...haix...so this year beginning to think bout gene again...haix...ok...gotta go do my freaking stuff..TATA...
Saturday, February 21, 2004
haix...finally...all my FREAKING common test are all over!! haha..damn happy.. but i think i will flunk all of them EXCEPT my english or maybe even my chinese compo...haha..haix...so damn idiotic lohz...haix..these few days when i jus step into my house...my mum will start nagging lohz...haix...shity..it means me not wanting to go home ok...damn the hell..haix..fuck...wanting to change my template all these days...but lazy as i know my template sucks right..haha..haix boring man...ok fine story to tell again...lay ee went to fucking hell complain to ms rehana and she was like talking to me and hy of course i mean ms rehana y would i talk to the bitch...haix...she was talking very very strict...i mean whatever lay ee complain was like i and hy fault ok fine when was it her fault?? does that mean all she does is right...if so jus fuck me lahz...freaking hell..damn her lohz...jus onli know how to complain and she doesnt even leave out a detail lahz...u see she jus a lamer and of course a bitch...haix...shity hell...so feel like commit suicide now lahz...ok...maybe u wont even see me next time jus make sure u come to my funeral ok...haix... kill me with the pevertic way with the show on channel 8 lahz...haha...have nightmares everyday BUT of course not as much as clairin have from watching ju-on2 haha...ok i can sense that she's coming on her way to slap me...haha.. haix...whatever i'm a lamer everyday after exams and jus today i finish my science...haha...maybe at O levels i will drop my scienece and take humanitites lohz..haha...who knows aiya think too far who knows i will pass my n levels this year right...i know this is wat u are thinking...dont deny...haix...anyway gotta go..TATA...
Saturday, February 14, 2004
haix..happy valentine day to all ok...haix...went to kbox today was a little boring u see...went with clair, toot, suet and chian... they were a bit like lesbo couple..haha was boring lahz...i can see it from SOMEBODY FACE!! i also have feelings ma right...haha...fine so i saw my friends also singing there...haix... singles all the way...took photos...and guess wat i saw my cousin lohz...still trying to believe wat i saw he was wearing...haha...it sucks on him...haha... serious lahz...not being bitchy lahz...but it totally sucks...haha...fine...thinking bout my valentine day 2 years ago...celebrate with him...opps shouldnt think bout him...haix...whatever..haix...fucking lay ee...damn ur ass lohz...do u have a fucking problem that ah toot is with us or are u jus jealous that she is with us??damn u ok...testing my patience with u and it's getting high...dont forget wat happen the other day and i haven even forgotten bout it and u are making another problem to quarrel??fine i can afford to play with u but can u?? i onli scared it will onli come to the same result: cry...problematic girl u are... damn u ok...jus fuck off go find a friend in 4a and 4b and see whether u can find 1...impossible ok..dont talk bout ah toot i doubt she like u too...fucker...anyway happy valentin day to all...TATA...
Thursday, February 12, 2004
damn lohz...wat does she think she is...fcuk her lahz...damn lahz... fucking ass...if u didnt put tissues in ur boobs, y should u care wat the hell ppl say bout you...damn ur ass right...stop talking to me and pointing me ok... damn lohz...i hate ppl doing that to me ok...imagine a sec 4 person depending on a sec 3 person to help u...damn lohz... i myself really think that u stuff tissues since the way u are talking to me...dont slam the table also when u are talking to me.. u think when she help u i scared ar...fuck lohz...beat me if u want..i dont really give it a damn ok...get it...u freaking bitch...fuck u ok...damn lohz...first time being so angry the whole day jus because of a BITCH LAY EE...fuck her ok... my whole mood was like spoilt today lohz...anyway wat i was happy at least was.....5566 IS FINALLY HERE IN SINGAPORE!!! Renfu should be here when i finish blogging...oh my god they are so damn freaking happy lohz...if hwee siang can really help me sign my cd...i will go bonkers ok.. haha...fine u all should know i cant go on sunday...so wat... I'M GOING TO THEIR CONCERT!!! haha...fine i should not be a bitch jus like lay ee going around accusing ppl of things they have not done...fuck ok...damn ur ass lahz... haix...valentine day is coming jus 2 more freaking days...shit... clair...i really wanna go ok...BUT my mum says i have to go to the damn dentist lohz.. so sorry hor..haha...fine...wishing all of you...HAPPY VALENTINE"S DAY!!! tata...
Sunday, February 08, 2004
haix..damn i venting all my anger on my blog today lohz..sorry ar pplz...haix.. damn it lohz...u bitch...i love u love ur girl...but that doesnt mean that u are so damn freaking big bout it right...and dont ask me to call ur phone ok...so wat if u jus have 1...wat is the thing bout one person better than 2...wat the hell reason is that...is u dont wanna pay right...so jus fucking shut up ok.....damn lohz...who do u think u are to vent ur stuff on us...if ur girl doesnt want ya...so shut up...u think u beri good izzit...damn lohz....u are jus a piece of shit to me ok...get it...damn you...u dont wanna go out with us fine cant u jus tell us in the face...do u have to hide it and jus tell it as a secret... damn u ok...fcuk... whatever the hell...really regretted to have a friend like you ok..u bitch..totally had enough of you lohz...wat the fucking thing is odd number cant go out and only even number can...fuck lohz...it is jus a lame excuse ok...dont wanna go i also will not take a gun to your house and shoot it right in your head right...bitch...ok fine...finish scolding and going to start blogging now...haha... erm... ok i will not be going to 5566 autograph sesion and it's totally a miracle...haha...cause y i'm going to their concert...haha... i can see more of them wat...haha...ok fine right...that person i'm scolding up there maybe u will know maybe u dont...jus come ask me lohz...dont really wanna embrassed this bitch here...haha...ok lahz...cant really find the time to blog and i totally miss my shopping ok...damn the whole week was like what tests remedials and especially DNT...damn wonder y did i take it at first lohz...haix...have to go TATA...